october 31---sick

i miss the perfect day

friday night i had been sick

fever and vomit the whole night

sorry for making daddy n mummy worry

at first mummy refused to let me hang out yesterday

but i still wanna go

cause i promise my dear and bro

hmmmm

actually not really in good condition yesterday

but luckily never vomit again

bro kenneth come fecth me at 1pm

cause i have no transports to hang out

and no one free to fetch me include daddy

thanks a lot bro

and sorry for making you late to meeting and practise

get to see his gf again yesterday

chubby and pretty girl

love her face so much

=)

after that hang out with dear ceci at time square

having lunch at old-town

but i can't eat i scare i vomit again

so i just order pepsi lemon

i just drink 1/4 of it

two girls use to be shopping

and dear bought her dress and necklace

i bought my pants

love it

after that we waiting for addy fecth us to maba

i'm going to support my cousin n bro

KL-DRAGONS rocks

kl-dragons vs brunei barracudas

nice game yesterday

special experience

at last 87:48

kl-dragons won!

although i'm very sick at there

but it's worth enough for me

to see them done nice performe on the spot

the last game i can going maba to support

after this i can't hang out anymore

have to concentrate on my spm

but anyway will still support them

add oil=)

still sick

but better than yesterday

the first time i never eat breakfast,lunch and dinner

damn no energy

but i still can't eat a lot

feeling wanna vomit after eat

what the hack i'm

damn tired

hope i can recover soon

i don't want to get sick when my exam

i need more time to study

everytime when i say i'm okay

please believe me

maybe it's lie

but please smile to me

i will be more better

tears rolling in my eyes after i watched this video

bout my class

last year form 5 intelek

memory 5I

i love this video so much

thanks for sharing with us

i love you all

=(

october 29---长篇大论

我喜欢这样的背影

因为

我也相同拥有这种忧郁的背影

=）

朋友们常说

我很善变

一会儿忧郁  一会儿快乐

不是善变

而是我知道忧郁不需要太久

忧郁久了快乐也随之离开

我不想自己永远被困在忧郁的世界里

我依然会寻找自己的快乐

昨天从补习回来

带着疲惫的身躯走进房间

很惊讶的

我看到了我一半的床上铺满了巧克力

不同口味的巧克力

附上一张纸条

很窝心的纸条

我的好知己hugo

谢谢你

总是在我失望疲惫的时候

给我一点点的窝心

让我找回自己的存在

他教会我治疗自己的伤口

是他告诉我

不要为不值得我伤心的人流泪

是他告诉我

心永远不会有裂痕

在于我怎样再次去治疗它

是他告诉我

做个坚强的女生

会比做一个幸福的女生来的保障

是他教会我

从流泪的世界走出来

虽然我与你没有做情侣的缘分

但是我希望你永远都是我的知己

你做的你说的

我都听到

你会找到更好的

若有下辈子

我会做你的女朋友

=）

我承认有时候我会像小孩一样

但只是为了让你们更开心

谢谢你们成了我生命的一部分

即将到来的毕业典礼

让我们又步入了另一个阶段

以后的我们

没有人会知道

但是唯一知道的是

我会很想你们

我们一起为我们的未来

奋斗加油吧！

看到这照片就想到我们一起时的回忆

谢谢你们

=）

纯粹分享

我爱我的爹地妈咪

♥♥♥

明天约好和dear ceci一起去约会
一起去看戏一起去逛街
很期待
=）

明天会去支持表哥和哥哥！
要加油哦
KL-DRAGONS一定要赢

希望明天会是美好的一天

我的忧郁我的难过

似乎没人会体会

那就继续把我当透明好了

=）

october 27---simple update

normal breakfast

but warm up my heart

=)

few friends birthday on today

27 october 2010

happy birthday to all of them

be happy always

=)

kind of boring at home

today is bengkel bahasa cina

so we decided not to go school today

lazy worm

xD

what i did the whole day?

doing revision and tidy up all my books

suddenly feel i got a lot of books

i'm good girl

ahahaha

steamboat lunch with my family

awww

nice man

eat until i can't walk

too full already

thanks daddy n mummy

makss

after that get my dear cecilia call

chat bout our future

but not that kind as you all think

xD

chat bout future career la

nice to chat with her again

miss her very much

hope we will meet soon

is planing to hang out with her this coming saturday

expecting it

=)

heard a lot of news recently

one of them is bout selina

quite heart pain and sad 

when i get to know bout her news

hope she will be alright

pray for her please

god bless her

other than this

lot of freinds start their relationship 

awww they're sweet

so jealous xD

between i hope them stay sweet and happy always

and the last news

bad news

get to know someone broke up with his girl friends

i hope he will cheer up

and that's really not worth to sad cuase of that girl

be happy always

and i will support you!

hmmm

saw pohlin's status just now

she says guy with dimple and cute smile

and guy who know piano

attract her a lot

so i ask myself

what kind of boy do make me fall

hehe

boy with cute smile

most attractive

hehe

i hope to find a nice boy

that can take care me well

and also love me

fight for my future

=)

opps

spm coming soon

wish me good luck

=)

october 26---make a wish

i hope i can watch this sunrise sence everyday
i love this very much


remain the same
bad mood to school today

yesterday is kok wei's birthday
tomorrow is baby mingyi's birthday
so we decided to celebrate their birthday today

we decided to bought two cakes
mochacino & hazelnut
from de pastry chef
enjoy the cake very much

i love mochacino cake!

by the way
happy birthday
to

kok wei
and
baby mingyi

all the best in exam
=)

expecting to hang out very much

but no one date me

trying to date some friends 

but get refused

is that so difficult to hang out?

i just don't hope to hang out alone

i really hope to go watch b.ball game

i promise to go support bro n cousin bro

but i fail to do that twice

i already ffk two weeks 

feel very uncomfartable

this coming saturday

Westports KL Dragons vs. Brunei Barracudas

malaysia must win

kl-dragons must win

i hope i can go support bro n cousin

but i have no transports to go

try my best to find a way

but no matter how

will support them

must win

all the best

opps

yesterday night i can't sleep well

i fall asleep at about 3am

suffering bout that

and i get sick after i back from tuition

doctor again

medicine for me to recover

doctor advises

rest more

get well soon evon

make a wish

i do believe if you wish with true heart

they do come true

=)

october 25---abandon

i can be happy girl

but i can be emo girl too

depends on what i want

today first day back school after two days break

feel boring to hear all nonsence from the principle

but today we get to sing school song very well

maybe last 3 years i never sing school song nicely

but i do sing nicely today

after 2 months

i got no more chance to sing again with all friends

i enjoy sing very much

=)

having perdagangan bengkel today

quite boring but i just keep copying all notes from teacher

at leats i wanna get B in my spm

i will try my best

after recess we use to be very noisy in class

until teacher cannot tahan then scold us

form5 students use to be like that

ahahahaha xD

after that we keep chat and play at behind

still playing water with friends

until my school uniform wet

but quite happy

we enjoy laughing very much

i love my buddies

=)



freaking tired today

but still heading to tuition centre

tuition for 5 hours

then cm acc me go bakery shop

we buy cake and fruit n cheese tart

two people keep choose cake there

macam aunty xD

i bought cake for my tuition teacher

and i also buy cheese tart for my ji mui

bring to them tomorrow

hehe

and tomorrow we got surprise

we plan it since last thursday

hope they will enjoy it

i do all my best to make it perfect

=)

use to be emo this few days

fake smile again

tired la wey

actually i didn't know why i such emo too

just feel like a lot of thing in my heart

but it's hard to voice out

sometimes i quite hate people who abandon me 

they find me when they need someone to comfort them

they find me when they face spme problem

they find me when they feel lonely

they find me when they no one to find

what am i in your mind

toy?

stuff?

or any word that make me more cheap?

and you just abandon me when you don't need me

even never sms for concern or what

or maybe just say they treat me as a stranger better

i know that you can't expect people treat you good after you did treat people good

but at least don't be so cruel

you need people to comfort

same do i

i'm not stone or toy

i got feeling too

i think even stone and toy also have feeling

but really thanks to the people who abandon me

thanks a lot

at least you train me to be more tough

at least you train me to be myself 

 hey

i'm devil

i'm not angel

so please call me devil



tell me that you don't need me

and i will stay away from you after this

october---往事

不开心的时候

闭上眼睛静下来

一切很快就过去了

=）

终于用回华语更新部落格了

哈哈

小琮哥和云真姐今天就飞去亚比了

28号就会回去台湾了

会很想他们的

我们明年台湾见

=）

今天一早下大雨

是睡眠最好的天气

可是爹地却7点把我给叫醒了

说要一起去吃早餐

我的棉被啊~~~

真的很舍不得起床

xD

准备好后

我们的目的地

PAPARICH

五个人

点了十四样的食物和饮料

有点吓人

但是我们都享受在其中

我在想

要是我的早餐能在被窝里享用就好了

xD

星期天的早上

感觉特别的懒散

我好想去跑步

我好想去散步

我好想去逛街

我好想去电影

我好想去吃喝

我好想去海边

我好想去旅行

我真的都好想做这些事

但是就是没人陪我

一个人会很无聊吧

大考快到了

但是我却满脑子这些

有点不像样

我知道我知道

但是我只想把自己松懈以下

陪我温习功课也好

=）

凯问我是否明年会去澳洲

我只是沉默不说话

我真的很想去

就连妈咪也鼓励我去澳洲

能去见识见识

也能去找凯叙旧

但是我还是觉得忧郁

我真的应该去吗？

最近都在狂购物

购物的时候感觉很棒

但是每当在房间里看着我买的东西

都会觉得自己很有问题

只有空虚的人才会这样

才会这样安抚自己

我不想当空虚的人

和妈咪聊起了以前的往事

丑小妹

是我小学到初中

8年的外号

很适合我的名字

短头发

呆子眼镜

没品位穿着

没身材没样子

没勇气拍照

没勇气说话

朋友所谓的

你弟弟的照片？

骗人这不是你！

印尼女佣的照片！

常让我心痛的话

一直还在打转着

第二任男友的劈腿

他的抛弃

他的理由

让我清楚了自己

或许很少人知道我这任男友的故事

因为他一直都是我隐瞒起来的人

一段最纯真也是最伤的感情

分手的理由

我比较喜欢漂亮的女生

让我决心要改变自己

两年后

我不是正妹也不是特别漂亮

但是我找回了我要的自信

我喜欢现在的自己

至少我有了自信有了信心

让自己更快乐更开朗

我和妹曾说过

要一起改变自己

让自己更漂亮

让他们后悔

但是我现在知道了

改变是为了自己

而不是为了别人

外表改变了再多

内心却还是应该保持最初的自己

充满虚伪的世界

真的很恐怖

有些人看见你在学校没什么打扮

人气并不高

就冷落你无视你

当看见你在外打扮起来

有点样子了

就会像哈巴狗

摇摇尾巴死缠着不放

难道你认为女生都是笨蛋吗？

365度的转变真的很虚伪

这种人应该消失在这世界上

很多女生都体会到吧

这样的朋友要不要都罢！

为了自己而活

才会快乐

为了别人而活

只有负担

october 23---romantic

i'm proud to be myself

i'm proud that i'm evon tee

=)

at first i consider wanna use back chinese to update my blog

but at last i use english

i'm lazy to pinyin 

=P

today back hometown

still remain the same

fresh grass smell

cold air arround

blue sky and white cloud

i miss it

=)

hanging there alone

feel comfartable and relax

having seafood lunch there

and we going for firefly

it's been a long time i never see firefly

i miss it a lot

arround 8pm we get our tickets and line up for pur turn

3rd baot for us

use time bout half hour

peacful surrounding with full of firefly on the tree

romantic!

i hope i can bring my future boy friend visit there again

nice view and i keep trying to capture them

but the rule there,we can't use falsh mode and even we can't touch them

so i just try my best to capture it

arround 20 photos

but i just get 1 photo bout half success

view it through the link below

firefly left hand side of the photo

 firefly♥

i will go back again

i promise

=)

nothing special for me recently

still the same

having a boring life

fight for my spm

everyday

go school

-

study

-

back school

-

lunch

-

tuition

-

back home

-

dinner

-

revision

-

facebook

-

sleep

it's been 11 years i did all that

that mean i had been do all those things for bout 3500 days

wow

can you imagine it

but i just get to know now

i only left 2 months/60 days to do all those things

after this 2 months 

i will not be able to repeat it again

appreciate the time we have

full of fear in this world

everyone have to face themselves

have to learn to be brave and strong

include me

i have to learn to be brave and strong

so that i have enough willpower to fight 

i'm not weak girl

i can face problem by myself

i got the willpower to fight 

so don't think i'm weak girl

and i only will cry when i face problem

keep change and change

to be more and more better

get a call from australia just now

call from khai

it's been long time he never phone me

asking me lots of question

chating bout 1 hour

until my phone out of battery

miss his voice so much

we use to be like couple last time

but we use to be like best friend now

it doesn't matter what happen last time

it had become past tense

it's more imporatant what we are now

we're best friend now

and it will remain forever too

wish him have a better life

all the best

always miss you

=)

between he still the same

always bully me

><

sometimes i use to be very cool

not because i proud or lc

just to protect myself

if you know me well

you will know

actually what kind of people i am

i need some concern too!

october 22---do you try before?

sometimes i use to be like a small kid

maybe that's a better way to make myself happy

i enjoy the feeling very much

yesterday yew ask me to go mc-donald with them after school

i didn't think much and i just say OKAY although i haven't ask my mummy for permision

cause i know that the time are less for all of us to stay together after this

we having our lunch at mc-donald

and we keep laugh and play at there

honestly we're the most noisy gang in mc-donald 

ahahahaha

we laugh until like gila

we open phone song until the highest volume

we eat ice-cream and french-fries together

just like a happy family

and even we play with small kids in the playground

i will miss the moment very much

my buddies always cute 

=)

thanks for being such best freinds for me

i'm happy to have you all in my secondary school life

keep in touch always

will miss you all

i'm not a good girl or nice girl

so i'm not a good girl friend too

so don't say i'm nice girl 

i'm not enough mature to in love

so i still not belong to love

so don't ask me to couple now

i'm not easy to fall in love

if you say i'm proud

it's okay i don't care

so just leave me alone if you feel i'm proud

think before you do

how could someone get to fall in love with someone

in just only one or two days

you got to be kidding

responsibility is important in love

love are not a game that you play only

so please don't say you love someone if you aren't

be mature first before you couple

think wisely and not to be a stupid kid

tomorrow daddy gonna bring me mummy and xiao cong gor them

back to hometown kuala selangor

will be going visit my beloved grandma

and also going to eat seafood and also see firefly

it's been a long time i never see firefly

i miss it

hope tomorrow will be a nice day

expecting

=)

i felt very happy

altough i didn't get anything special

do you try before coca-cola with cili powder?

i did try before

my friend make it to me

although taste bad but we're happy

do you try before argue with someone this minute

and playing around the next minute?

they do give me all this memory

do you try before when you sleeping

but people don't let you sleep keep wake you up?

my friends did that to me too

do you try before laughing until no image

and shouting like ghost?

i did it because of them

maybe is simple

but that's full of happiness

the most simple happiness in the world

sometimes i will smile

i'm not 7sin i just feel myself really lucky to have them

=)

i love you all very much

i just need simple happiness

i just need simple life

all i need is my family,my buddies and my love one

will always stay beside me

=)

expecting the day that i meet my prince

what will my prince looks like?

fat?

tall?

thin?

or?

ahahaha

dreaming bout that

i will meet someone that do really appreciate me someday

pray for me

i will work hard for everything 
cause i do believe 
people who fight for will deserve happy ending
=)

i got no choice when i born to this world

i got no choice to choose my first name

i got no choice to back to the future 

but i got the chance to change my future

depends on want or do not wat

for sure

i will fight for it

:)