early christmas feeling

i know it's too early to say merry christmas

but this greeting specially for my beloved baby boy

the most terrible holidays for me

almost one month can't meet him

what we can do is just skype, text and phone call

can't even hug and smell him

i was so so so down this few days after he went back hometown

maybe it's like some kind annoying for others

" omg! this girl is so damn annoying. just one month can't meet what

no one understand that feeling

almost everyday smell him

almost everyday kiss him

almost everyday hug him

almost every second he is beside

and now we have to be apart for one month

i was freaking moody

i wish time flies

so that i can meet him once again

****

early christmas celebration with him

at sunway giza

normal photo capture

but full of meaning

the early christmas present for him

hope he will love it

;)

i bought it and ask him to pay back me when he is back

hahahahaha

yeah i wanna marry him

omg

i am so so so crazy

xD

every time i see this ring

i know i am the most happy girl in the world

thanks to him

<3

sorry that i keep crying when i skype with you

i miss you so so so much

remember to take care

****

overnight at charis's house on saturday night
chat with her until 3:30 am
stand for the hungry feeling and force to sleep
keep laugh and keep talk
hahahaha

thanks to her
make my day feel very happy
and her brother is very cute with his big eyes
full of energy all the time
LOL

she did tell me one sentence
human always have their own selfish thinking
it's correct
i totally agree about that

i felt that by myself
but what to do
human are selfish
include myself

i just keep telling myself
do the thing i have to do
do thing that won't hurt others

it's okay to be hurt
gain experience
no pain no gain
right?

thanks to the pain
because it give you happiness after pain
:)

went time square with them yesterday

went shopping, lunch and movie

enjoy the day but kinda exhausted 

receive two early christmas present 

the ring from him

and the snow crystal ball with small teddy inside from her

thanks to them

they make my day

:)

photo will upload soon

hehe

to be continue