agree or not

sometimes people become more and more greedy 

without realize anything

agree?

sometimes you just trying your best to make someone satisfied

but no matter how much you try 

you still fail

agree? 

sometimes you just want a simple hug and a simple word

and you already tent to happy for whole day

agree?

sometimes you purposely make him/her more attention

by doing something stupid

agree?

sometimes when you look at him/her

but you don't dare to hug him/her

since you don't know he/she is available for you

agree?

sometimes when he/she is upset

you remain silent not meant that you don't give a shit

is just because all you know he/she needs is just a warm hug

agree?

sometimes you just hate yourself so much

cause you always make him/her upset or mad

agree?

yes

i'm greedy day by day

i hope he love me more and more day by day

yes

i always hope i can make him satisfied

but i just too careless and useless

but i still trying my best

yes

a random hug and a small praise tent to make my day

i could keep smiling because of that

yes

sometimes i look at him and feel like hug him and say i love you

but i don't dare since i don't know whether he's busying his homework or assignment

yes

sometimes when he does upset or mad

i just hope i can give him a warm hug so that he could calm down and cheer up

yes

sometimes i just hate myself so much

because i can't be the perfect girl friend for him

yes

he did effect my whole day

if he's happy and i will tent to happy for whole day

if he's moody i will be in bad mood for the whole day too

i didn't ever feel i'm unhappy or unsatisfied when i'm with him

everyday i am happy to have him beside me

i love him more than words can describe

and no one can ever know that

maybe pretty or prefect can't be on me

but i just hope i can be a cute and happy girl friend for him

so that every time he see me 

he could be happy and smile

:) 

i'm sorry

tomorrow is my first accounting test

but i don't even have any mood to study for it at all

i'm sorry

****

did something very wrong today

not suppose to happen this kind of damn careless mistake

and he has the right to angry me

i know

i'm a careless girl

always did wrong thing to make him angry

but i really didn't mean to hurt him or make him angry

but i still always make him angry

i remembered all my promises to him

i really did wanna change my bad habits 

i'm serious with that

i know sorry doesn't mean anything

but i really promise i will not be so careless anymore

he gave me chances and chances 

but i still then always did wrong

i'm truely sorry 

trust me

i will change my bad habits

valentine or tuesday

the first valentine with my baby boy

i am so so glad that he is there for me

<3

since i have 3 classes yesterday

so i really decided going to class to be a good girl

woke up 6:30 in the morning and went to college meet my friends

wished each other happy valentine's day

so sucks 

valentine's ada class

==

after the first class few of us went dim sum for breakfast

fetched baby boy together with us

after dim sum baby suddenly date me to sing k

i was like soooo shocked 

seriously?

seriously both of us went loud speaker k room

went k room in valentine

kinda special

both of us sing a lot there

enjoy the moment singing with him

<3

the surprise cupcake he ordered for me

i was kinda weird when he asked me to go segi main lobby

then he told me he did order cupcake

i was like damn shocked and touched

:)

i was so happy

dinner was the delivery nandos

as usual we damn love nandos

without looking at any menu

i just straightly called and ordered

came in within 45 minutes

and the services was nice and friendly

the disadvantages is delivery didn't include the sauce that we used to eat

garlic sauce

dine in still the best choice

:)

at night thought wanna go snowflake with his brother and the girl friend

but snowflake close so early

should open until 12am what

><

so we hang around and decided to have a drink at 17 saloon sunway giza

sooooo damn crowded 

lots of seller sold flowers there

drank lychee beer

but seriously i hate beer

just can't fall in love with those taste

baby suddenly make me this

kinda nice actually

looked alike with the real flower

i was acting like not really like 

but i took photo secretly 

hahahahahahaha

how cute he is

<3

the valentine ended like this

simple but sweet when the moment he beside you

i love him

pre valentine's day

the very early happy valentine's to all the couples

and to myself and my baby boy

for all singles

it's okay

it's just a normal tuesday actually

:)

it happened just now

not really can capture nicely

but really damn beautiful 

a guy make this for his girl friend 

if i am not mistaken

how sweet is that

the girl stood there and keep watching

i can feel her happiness 

;)

****

this valentine didn't have any date or celebration

due to i have 3 classes tomorrow

thanks to segi time table

and of course baby have a lots of coursework have to rush

so i decided cancel all the planning

be a good girl

:)

sorry to miriam and qian 

make them decided not going to classes tomorrow

but at last i am the one who go for classes

hahahahahaha

sorry

hope they enjoy their valentines

<3

actually is what i called valentine's present

hehehehehe

i did post it the previous post if i am not mistaken

anyhow i still love the bag very much

!!!

<3

****

sometimes i kinda take serious about valentine's day

but sometimes when i think carefully 

actually it's just a normal day only

if you are with the one you love

everyday is valentine

right?

excuses or whatever

at least can make me feel better right?

i will only try to think what i think can make myself more better

<3

i do love my baby very much

shopping alone

it's shopping day

:)

without my baby beside me

:(

LOL

due to his whole day classes

so i decided to go 1U with henry and li quan

they went for their movie

and i went for my shopping

sometimes shopping alone is kind of enjoy

i admit

hehehehehe

samsung is doing fair at new wing 

artist drawing for free

just get a number and will get to draw you for free

and of course if you come early you can get t-shirt too

i am the lucky one

:)

i love it very much

<3

after that went vincci for my lovely bag

i am so damn happy to grab the bag

red color bag

money from baby

xD

hahahahahahaha

and of course a little present for him on valentine

hope he will love it

grab my new lens and snacks  

photo will upload soooooon

:)

kinda enjoy today

but if baby is with me 

i am sure it will be more perfect

<3

rubbish talk

due to the economic test

i didn't update blog for few days

actually it's kinda a excuse for myself

i did ask myself to stud hard for the test

but at last i still watched movie and hanging around

so not goooood

i know

><

finally finished the test

group test

not very well that i expected

but seriously have to work hard for semester 3

****

unfair

hahahahahahaha

some they have damn beauty face but they don't have nice body shape

some they have damn nice body shape but they don't have beauty face

so not fair at all

sometimes it's hard to believe that inner is much more important than outlook

so not true for me

sometimes you just can't totally ignore what people said about you

seriously

did you really ignore every single part that people talking bad about you?

i don't think so

ignore if you hate people talking like this

just some expression 

****

valentine coming soon

and i don't know what to but for my boy

hmmmmmmm

seriously i have to go for a walk so that there is any idea for me

anyhow i hope he will happy always

and i will always support him and be with his side

****

damn heartache to see my boy like that

hope he recover soon

gonna put medicine for him everyday 

<3

simple day but happy

today is lunar valentine's day

<3

happy lunar valentine's day to me and my baby boy

although we are not with each other today

but i wanna tell him that

i love him

hope he enjoy the time with all his brothers

:)

i miss him

****

this afternoon dated with theng and qii

it's been a long long time we didn't spend time together

glad that we dated today

went kota damansara loud speakers to sing k

damn funny three of us keep sing wrong

but i enjoyed the time very much

long time didn't feel that feeling

:)

glad to chat with them

they were still the old them

 three of us

;)

date again next time

:)

****

as i said at the previous article i will post some of the dong chan shi's photo

so i decided to post here

no much

cause all at daddy's camera

more photo next article

:)

found this kind of flowers

damn nice

because they looked like what i love

lavender

<3

****

kinda disappointed cause daddy ask me home early

thought can dinner with them tonight

but no matter how

glad that we met up 

:)

holidays again

it's time to blog

hehehe

recently kinda lazy to blog

gonna talk about my holidays

:)

i love 2nd of feb so damn much

it was me and my baby boy 9th months anniversary

so we decided to go 1U shopping

after finished my class 

we went there to purchased movie ticket first

we decided to watch chronicle 

after that we went for our lunch

as all of you know

we love nandos

so this time nandos again

remained the same
we didn't need any menu
<3

after lunch we went for the movie
kinda nice
four stars for this movie
:)

****

went dong chan shi yesterday
the view there damn nice
and i make some donation for them
finally i still make wish at there

hope my wish will come true

photo upload sooooon
;)