out of control

what happened?
i'm crying in school today
totally out of control
honestly i don't know what happened to me

very down today
the whole day just like out of soul
keep sleep and keep quiet only
sure my friends feel uncomfortable
totally change to another people
sorry for the fake smile that i giving to you all
i really don't know what happened
please forgive me

  i had to thanks my dear jane

she keep chat with me

and borrow me her shoulder

it's warm and i feel better

and also keng wai

thanks for keep fan for me when i'm quite sick while sleeping

you had fan me for about half hour

should be very tired

anyway thanks a lot

i think i will be okay soon

teach me what to do now

i'm lost

totally lost

i don't want myself to be such stupid emo

but i can't control myself

maybe someone will know me more

i hope after i wake up from bed 

and everything will be okay

everything will be back to usual

but not this way

my tears keep rolling in my eyes

i'm suffering bout that

who can ever teach me how or what to do

i really don't want to be such suffer

forgive my annoying

i know for some of the people will think i'm crazy

but for some they will know why i will like that

so i don't care bout what others think or say

i just don't want to hide any feeling anymore

i had done wrong before this

i hide a lot of my feeling

and i lost a lot of things

so i don't want to hide anymore

but it's too late

too late to take back something

i'm fool

damn fool

sorry bout that

i will be normal back

soon

try to stop my tears

and keep tough

for the rest of the road

walking by myself