seriously
is damn stress
maybe not everyone can understand my feeling
i'm not pretending that i'm 'weak' or act pity
whatever
damn stress bout my account and qm
i get fail in my spm but i started feel regret
what the hack am i doing while form 4 and 5?
fu*k
qm is more difficult that i imagine
the first class make me feel wanna cry
how bout in the future?
i got no idea
seriously i almost cry that day
but at last i tahan when i saw actually people also work hard for it
especially my dear cecilia
she is pure science student
but still try hard and work hard for everything
so why i need to be so weak
*slap myself!!
no matter how i cant fail my college examination
i need to prove to somebody that i can do it
as well i promise to myself
no matter how hard it will be
i still will fight for it
so i hope my parents can fully support me
****
it's GLT class tomorrow
and i feel really sorry to cecilia
actually she can drop that stupid GLT
but because my stupid brain cant get A in spm english
so she have to sacrifice herself since she fetch me home everyday
seriously thanks!
i will try my best to drop that stupid class
between
tomorrow is the presentation day
and guess what
wtf
i not even ready 1 thing yet
is about the movie of mulan
seriously sucks
my group member called me last minute
'evon,i'm sorry.i cant make it tomorrow.i have driving exam tomorrow!'
damn good
congratz to me and please ready champagne for me
i got no idea what the hack it will be tomorrow
my english not pro
hate it
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recently gastric visit me
meal timing out of control
forgive me
i really no much time to eat or maybe i no mood to eat at all
thanks to cecilia,li quan,bevis and henry
they are so caring
i will promise to take care myself
alright,stop complaining
yesterday our gang go 1U after class to relax
watched scream4
movie sucks
but quite 'funny' and they keep screaming
make me feel like screaming too
muahaha
really hope that our gang can come out often
but do we still have extra time after this?
....
i wish i have more willpower
please give me more willpower