complain!

seriously

is damn stress

maybe not everyone can understand my feeling

i'm not pretending that i'm 'weak' or act pity

whatever

damn stress bout my account and qm

i get fail in my spm but i started feel regret

what the hack am i doing while form 4 and 5?

fu*k

qm is more difficult that i imagine

the first class make me feel wanna cry

how bout in the future?

i got no idea

seriously i almost cry that day

but at last i tahan when i saw actually people also work hard for it

especially my dear cecilia

she is pure science student

but still try hard and work hard for everything

so why i need to be so weak

*slap myself!!

no matter how i cant fail my college examination

i need to prove to somebody that i can do it 

as well i promise to myself

no matter how hard it will be

i still will fight for it

so i hope my parents can fully support me

****

it's GLT class tomorrow

and i feel really sorry to cecilia

actually she can drop that stupid GLT

but because my stupid brain cant get A in spm english

so she have to sacrifice herself since she fetch me home everyday

seriously thanks!

i will try my best to drop that stupid class

between 

tomorrow is the presentation day

and guess what

wtf

i not even ready 1 thing yet

is about the movie of mulan

seriously sucks

my group member called me last minute

'evon,i'm sorry.i cant make it tomorrow.i have driving exam tomorrow!'

damn good

congratz to me and please ready champagne for me

i got no idea what the hack it will be tomorrow

my english not pro 

hate it

****

recently gastric visit me

meal timing out of control

forgive me 

i really no much time to eat or maybe i no mood to eat at all

thanks to cecilia,li quan,bevis and henry

they are so caring

i will promise to take care myself

alright,stop complaining 

yesterday our gang go 1U after class to relax

watched scream4

movie sucks

but quite 'funny' and they keep screaming 

make me feel like screaming too

muahaha

really hope that our gang can come out often

but do we still have extra time after this?

....

i wish i have more willpower

please give me more willpower