emoooooooooo f

out of no way

i feel emo

seriously no any reason

i really very stressful on my study

i know

everyone do have stress

i just wish myself to do my best on everything

and somehow

i think i am fail

****

i know it's not very good that i keep my feeling

but i know everyone have their own problem

is not good to add any more problem to others

right?

recently baby kinda busy with his assignment and coursework

so without any doubt 

i will keep all my things first

so that after he free i only chat with him

don't feel like giving him any problem when he is really tired and busy

don't feel like telling my friends

because they have to face final exam soon

why should i give any problem to them?

i know i shouldn't

sometimes i really feel like letting go every stressful

went for 1 day trip

or maybe went to the nearest beach to have a walk

but it doesn't seem like it will come true

so just let it be

****

stop being emo evon tee

you know what's more important now

so please stay strong

i wanna be more strong so that i could make the people around me more happy

:)

and somehow i wanna say

charis, celine, miriam and nicole

i do love you all so much

thanks for every memory

gonna miss the time that we been together after we go apart for degree

serious

omfg

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i miss my baby boy very much

hope time flies fast

gonna meet him tonight

<3

****

omg

tomorrow is our economic mid-term exam

i only started revise a bit only

i am so dead now

><

i hope tomorrow exam will be more easy for us

actually is impossible

we know that very well

pray hard and study hard

countdown 15 days to final exam

****

yesterday daddy bought me a grey color sweater and a pair of dark red shoes

i was so so so happy when i get it

thanks to my lovely dad

i love you so so so much

and thanks to mummy

she bought me some jelly candy that i long time didn't taste it

<3

wish to buy a lot of things actually

 isn't it nice?

i love this bracelet so much

simple but elegant 

but actually the most i wanna buy is a gold necklace

from p.o.c.o zakka & kitchen

handmade necklace

only cause 25 bucks

hmmmm

but i just don't hope to waste any money on accessories 

so i change my mind

 this is from vincci selection

soft pink shoes

nice nice nice!

but i still prefer daddy bought me that dark red shoes

:)

i want shopping so freaking bad

but

i am bankrupt now

:(

****

taken by me
:)

a good news from henry and charis

finally they had been together

hooray

seriously finally

hahahahahahahaha

i was so happy when i am there to skype with charis

and chat box with henry

at the moment charis accept henry

isn't it happy?

i did feel happy for them

hope they will stay sweet and love each other

will support them no matter how

just now skype with our leng lui celine

she is now at US

woohoo

hope she enjoy her trip

and have fun there

will miss her

:)

****

so now

continue to my revision

everyday i'm 'suffering'

LMAO

way beyond

isn't it nice??
i always love the feeling on christmas
<3

final exam is around the corner

get ready to prepare everything

i really wish i could do well this time

no more failure

promise

****

today after econ class

went 1U with baby and his friend

first time meet yi xiang

he was kinda funny guy

keep joke until make us laugh

went nando's for lunch

as usual without see any menu

we did our order

hot peri-peri 1/4 chicken with coleslaw and mediterranean rice for me

extra hot peri-peri with peri corn and peri chips for baby

and of course two ice-lemon tea

<3

our first date restaurant

:)

went for chatime again

teehee

hazelnut chocolate with pearl

:) 

and of course went shopping

bought few shirts and skirts

excited

after that went to watch immotarls

kinda nice movie

but damn bloody

the whole movie non stop kill and blood

make me out of appetite 

ewwwwww

after finished movie

second round with baby's brother

met up at 1U and then went kota damansara for dinner

went home-made fish head restaurant

not in a good condition to eat

still out of appetite

><

****

a enjoyable but tired day

hmmmmmmm

now i can't feel my leg

hahahahaha

i wish to have a christmas present 

seriously i wish to

i am not materialistic 

i don't know why

i just hope to get a small present for christmas

just for one year

but now maybe i don't wish anymore

wasted money only

i bought myself chocolate for christmas

:)

after christmas then going to chinese new year

time flies fast

it's time to ready for semester 3

what should i study for degree?

i am still wondering

....

bachelor in business & management?

bachelor in education?

bachelor in public announcement?

taking segi own cert ?

or taking sunderland cert?

headache

><

finallyyyyy

finally finally and finally

we did our last presentation for accounting

kinda release

phewwwww

thanks to the girls that work hard for that

especially celine and miriam

they did all the work

no matter calculation or what

all handle by themselves 

yesterday me and charis went celine's house

reason?

of course to rush our last minute assignment

three of us did until crazy

LOL

rush time to eat

rush time to bath

rush time to do assignment

adjust all the microsoft power point

and search for some sound effect

kinda fun but damn tired

we did non stop until 12am and we decided to call mc donald delivery

hehehehe

sundae ice-cream and mc-nuggets

enjoy eating ice-cream in the midnight

:)

so we overall finished at 2:30am

brush our teeth and went to bed quickly

due to we need to wake up at 7am

so we left 4++ hours to sleep only

that charis used to be insomnia every night 

but except this night

she fall asleep damn fast

hahahahaha

between i really did miss my baby very much

hope to be with his side 

i misssss him

:(

i can't sleep well due to my stomachache

:(

what to do

haihs

nicole went celine's house early in the morning

and li quan came to fetch us to college

all looked like death people

hahahahaha

without breakfast we met miriam at class

and we started to do some correction for the last prepare

did our presentation

miss told us we not performed very well

but it's okay

at least we did our best

sem 3 will be better

i believe 

:)

****

went for lunch and back hostel

and now i am going to take a nap

or else i will die soon

hahahaha

goodnight

:)

* will continue economics assignment tonight

and revision for final exam

countdown last 3 weeks

>< 

bad condition

100% tired face

panda eyes, bad skin condition and messy hair

this is what i look like in house

:)

****

actually nothing special to update

i just feel kinda boring

so i find something to update

today i slept until 2pm only wake up

omg i am so so so overmuch

if my dad know bout this sure i get scold

hahahahaha

so shhhhhhh don't tell him please

woke up and had my so call brunch

after that planed to cut my fringe

it's too long

i can't take it anymore

but at last there was too many customers

so i decided to went back without cut my fringe

ishhhhhh

a bad afternoon for today

something happened

personal thing

make my whole afternoon down

i cried for about 1 hour non stop

and i just looked like mad girl 

crazy

i hate myself especially when i am crying

look so stupid and childish

but i just can't control my tears

seriously

i am not joking

whenever i am sad or fear

i will cry

as people said

girls are make by water

so we always cry

LOL

my boy comfort me this afternoon

so that i felt better

thanks to him

<3

sometimes you know it very much

cry can't solve any problem

but when you cry

you will feel better

that's true

maybe just for girls

****

how's it look like?

this is breakfast for my baby

hash brown, sausage, popcorn chicken and eggs

:)

enjoyed making breakfast for him

enjoyed watching he eating my breakfast

enjoyed washing his plates

enjoyed hearing he say thank you to me

i really did enjoy every moment that with him

he is part of my life

thanks baby

and i love you

<3

i know you knew that more than anyone

ps* tomorrow going to make breakfast for him again

cheesy sausage, french fries, hash brown and eggs

teehee

:) 

feeling

it's now 00:17 in the midnight

well normally i was in dream in this time

but yeah i still haven't sleep now

waiting my boy to come back

since he is now still chit chating with his friends at outside

don't misunderstand

i allowed him to went for a drink with his friends

i didn't reject because i think both of us have our own personal time

perhaps it's good to have personal time

he will play his game and chat with friends

i will watch my movie and skype with friends too

:)

****

kinda hard to explain my feeling now

i am not moody or emo 

but i feel like i'm worry a lots of stuff

recently people around me seem like face a lots of problem

feel like wanna help up

but there's nothing i can do

i just hope everyone around me can be happy

isn't it so difficult?

i know there's no perfect for anyone

but perhaps that live your life with more happiness is better than moody?

i always agree bout that

feel some weird feeling

kinda make myself down actually

hope to help but you can't

ishhhhhhh

weird

but i really did enjoy people telling me their story

i was some kind of people that keep secret very much

so maybe some of them love to talk to me

as some of my friends said

i was like a counselor 

so whenever they faced some problem

they would come to me

and i would tell them some of my opinion or side of view

to make them feel better

yup

i totally hope i can make them more happy

isn't it a happy thing to make people around you feel happy?

i will like to say yes

i hope 'them' will get their own solution to solve their problem

i beg they will know who am i talking about

i just hope everyone can be more happy

****

nothing  much for this post actually

just spread out some of my feeling

thanks to charis

she did listen to me talked a lots of rubbish just now

:)

gonna sleep soon

goodnight

11.11.11

yeah

it's some kind of excited today

due to today was 11/11/11

the whole life i only can been through once this kind of day

so yesterday night few of us plan something for today

at first we plan to go cycling early in the early

and then go for breakfast

sounds perfect

but at the end

early in the morning rain heavily 

so disappointed 

:(

so our plan need a bit change

at last the finally last

stop raining at 10 something

so li quan fetch henry, me and baby heading to charis's house

breakfast and chit chat

after that went to buy kites

teehee

not going to tell the story that we bought kites

too stupid to say

heading to DPC

sunny day

playing stupid kids playground 

playing kites

running here and there

LOL

kinda stupid but fun

keep sweating 

then we went max value to buy some drinks and yogurt

:)

 charis fixing the kites

:)

 somehow i don't know who was that people who success fly up the kite

LOL

 henry and charis

hahahahaha

henry just cut his hair

weird hair style

****

after we felt tired

we decided to leave

the next station we went kepong jusco

nothing special

went BBQ plaza for lunch

crazy chit chat

and playing all around

hahahaha

after finished eat

we accompany baby went to buy his new speaker

woohoo

nice base for that speaker

not too expensive too

he keep complaining bout i always support him to waste money

imma bad girl friend

:P

but i enjoy to see him smile all the time after he buy something that he want for

:)

 lalalala

 the 'flower' that baby give me

hahahaha

taadaa~ finished 

thought of going dessert shop

but at last we full until feel like vomit

so i decided to cancel that

teehee

****

lastly wanna thanks to charis

we bring me herbal tea

nice nice nice

:)

make me miss my mum's herbal tea

thanks charis 

<3

photo of the day

 me and little charis

after swetating

LOL

stupid hair ban and spec

weird face

with my lovely baby

<3

it's kinda simple for today

but it's fun

love it

<3 

foodssss

the latest photo without showing my face

it's like so perfect

hahahahaha

i know i am hyper narcissism

but who care

i just love myself so much

:)

recently charlene said my face slim dy

woohoo

i am so so so happy bout that

but baby said i think too much

LOL

so bad

:P

****

the very finally

we done our second moral studies presentation

yeah yeah yeah

did well as usual

hahahahaha

some how our video still make people keep laughing

out of understanding why they keep laughing

my tittle is like so so so sad

hmmmmm

no matter how at least they pay attention to my video

meant success

woohoo

:)

once again

thanks to the girls

samurai kitty

we rocks

hehehehe

next tues lets fight again

****

today we had korean food for our lunch

kinda taste good and cost 10 bucks per set only

after that we went dreamz bakery

<3

miriam thought wanna bought macaroons at there

but end up she didn't buy anything

due to their macaroons were too small size

but i bought 6 fruit tarts for the girls and my baby

damn nice the fruit tart

love it so damn much

gonna visit again for their fruit tart

 nice recycle paper bag for take away

 strawberry and kiwi tarts for four of them

:)

two longan tarts for baby and i

<3

yummy yummy

after that we went hokkaido japanese pastry house again

my favorite bakery shop

bake nice cake

especially mix fruit cake 

me and baby favorite cake

:)

 miriam bought her macaroons

i bought my fruit cake

:)

due to today was their 1st anniversary 

so they having sale until 13th nov

all cake, cookies, bread having 30% discount

teehee

baby promise me buy me a whole fruit cake tomorrow

can't wait

<3

****

not more than 1 month to go for final exam

but seriously i haven't start any revision yet

omg i am so dead

gonna start my revision dy

or else my result will gg.com

work hard for that evon tee

i know you can do that

:)

photo of the day

i love this photo very much

<3

phewwwww

once again

post with no photo

finally went through our academic english presentation

it's like hmmmm going well 

we did very very well

big clap for my group member

:)

love the video we make very much

i think my classmate love it too

we put a lot of effort for that

so hope it success

tomorrow going to second presentation

moral studies

i hope it will go well like today

all the best again

teehee

****

after the presentation and mid-term exam

me and miriam went celine's house

take away our lunch, chatime and snowflakes

rushing accounting assignment 

but at last miss elaine cancel the tuition class

so we continue our section with MAHJONG

hahahahahahaha

addicted to mahjong

kinda fun actually

but i don't know how to play actually

just play for fun to past the time

at least i won 3 times

:)

enjoy the time very much

and domino pizza for dinner once again

anti pizza for the rest of this month

feel like vomit dy

><

thanks to celine and celine's dad

they treat us eat without collect our money

thanks a lot

hehehehehehe

and finally back home to hug my baby baby

miss him so so so much

bought him his favorite hokaido's fruit cake

and i am glad to phone with mummy 

mummy told me a lot

and same did i

love mummy very much

muackssssss

<3

i hope everyone i love and everyone around me

will always be happy

hope happiness will get around me forever

:)

new body

new body for my little blog

:)

kinda excited but worry for tomorrow too

tomorrow is our so call big day

academic english presentation

we make our own public community video

we work hard for this assignment

hope miss angela will love it

we try hard to find info from net and work whole morning so that the video is perfect

thanks to all my girls, my baby, henry and li quan

they did help a lot

:)

enjoy the time with them soooo much

and all the best to us tomorrow

****

bad news

tomorrow is our quantitative method mid-term exam

omg omg omg

not even do any revision

still blogging

teehee

hope i can get good result for that

:(

if not i will cry

nothing special to blogging actually

just for fun

all the best tomorrow 

:*

exaaaaam

i know it's too early to say so

but i think it gonna start soon too

what to say

i am still in holidays mode

although there is 4 days off but excuse me

i not even pick up a piece of note to take a look

terrible right?

online movie keep lure

no mood to study

even take a look for few minutes

haihs

why people always will feel nervous and out of time at the very last minute?

==

****

feel that recently i kinda hate social 

i hate to talk a lots

i hate to communicate with others a lots

any problem?

no, i just need some personal time in my room playing with my lappie

hear some song and watch some online movie 

that's all

enjoy the time playing around with my baby

joking around with henry

skype and chit chat 8 things with charis

facebook chat box with nicole and miriam

hope to find celine but due to she is at genting with her boy

so i didn't find her

it's bad to disturb people's honeymoon

hahahahaha

charlene visited us this few days

glad that she came

long time didn't meet up

went lunch and chit chat with her

:)

****

i want this i want this

LOL

mummy always say i am so silly

girls always love roses

but i love lavender

but so what

i really do love lavender

arghhhhhhhh

don't buy me roses please

buy me lavender

<3

how good if my room is full of lavender

*slap slap

stop dreaming evon tee

hahahahaha

use to search for some nice ring

and i found two nice ring from the website

omg

i love it so so so so damn much

i want baby buy me in the future

<3

hehehehehe

this love shape ring cost RM 13000++

@@

this is much more cheaper

but i did love this design very much

only cost RM6000++

i promise myself to work hard to present myself a nice ring

give award for myself

:)

for my wedding ring

of course left this problem to my baby

hahahahaha

any suggestion?

i think both is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

<3

****

promise myself 

start from tomorrow i will do revision for all my subject

once again

i will not going to fail in this semester 

work hard for it

all the best to all my friends and my baby

and good luck to us for our girls presentation this coming wednesday and thursday

:)

the last day to be lazy

her birthday

yeah

my friend did tell me i didn't update my blog for a long time

i only realize i really didn't update my blog

since when i abandon my blog

i almost forget

recently keep busying the same thing

assignment , mid-tern exam , final exam

exhausted 

celebrated qian's birthday yesterday

we planed this about few weeks ago

kinda excited 

can't wait

:)

we lie to her we hope her boy don't come for the lunch birthday party

the stupid reason is we hope her boy can celebrate themselves 

one on one

hahahahaha

of course she believe 

cause our main actress is charis

thanks to her

so that qian can believe us

i know she hate us to lie her

but this is not the same

hope she like this birthday celebration

as usual i called the apartment 

for a reservation 

small section for usssss only

:)

we ask her boy come early with flower, cakes and present

and finally we ask him to hide at the corner 

when qian reached, she was shock

hahahaha

feel so happy to see her expression 

had our set lunch and chit chat

lastly we sang birthday song

perfect day for her

playing cream all around

i was like ran away quickly 

so i didn't have any cream on my face

:P

hope she will happy forever

she is kind and sweet girl

she deserve everything good

<3

it's all about us

the FIC 'samseng' and my baby

glad to meet them i my college life

cheese 

;)

enjoy every moment with my baby boy

every simple moment will have the most happiness memory for us

enjoy the moment that he teach me how to play o2mania

my fingers were like dumb dumb 

hard to play 

:(

how come he can play until so professional 

unfair