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sometimes i might be annoying

i am sorry

sometimes i might feel jealous

i am sorry

sometimes i might not know to express myself

i am sorry

sometimes i might make you angry

i am sorry

seriously didn't mean that

i swear

3 classes on valentines?

FML

holidayssss

finally i am back for my blogging 

:)

today is the sixth day of chinese new year

soooooo exhausted 

but i enjoy this chinese new year very much

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the reunion lunch with kai ma's family

the best reunion ever

i love all the dishes soooooo much

especially the prawn, fish and the abalone

yum yum yum

i beg i will getting fat this chinese new year

hahahahahahaha

after reunion lunch back hometown kuala selangor

had my reunion dinner with my grandma and uncle's family

after dinner we went to pasir penampang had a walk and chit chat

love the new jetty very much

:)

back grandma's house and played with little cousins

the bubble night

;)

slept damn early that night

exhausted 

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the first day of chinese new year

chor yat

soooo excited

packed thing and went kl sentral 

ktm to ipoh

i am so happy to go ipoh

can meet all my cousins 

:)

unfortunately the stupid ktm delayed 1 hour

make me waited at there 3 hours

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enjoyed three days chinese new year at ipoh

went shopping, eating and also hot spring

raining day went hot spring

sounded nice?

enjoy it very much

thanks to all my cousins

<3

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the forth day of chinese new year

back KL with cousins them 

brought them go 1U, sunway giza and dreamz bakery

eat a lot this chinese new year

damn nice tart

dreamz bakery with them

baby not there with me but i miss him

:)

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the fifth day of chinese new year

went shopping with cousins

finally at night went meet baby

yeah yeah yeah

i am sooooooo happy

went sunway giza met baby

and went beer factory with his friends

enjoy the time playing with them 

they are very friendly 

played card and some game with them

the first time i went there and the environment kinda nice

love the music and the beat

:)

the most happy thing is i can meet my baby

love him much much

enjoy the time watching him driving so concentrate 

hehehehehe

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college reopen soon

gonna study hard for the last semester of foundation 

evon tee yee woon

aza fighting 

!!

<3

valentine's day coming sooon
gonna go celebrate with baby
can't wait
<3

the day before reunion

can i call myself chubby?

because chubby equal to fat but cute

i admit it 

:)

hahahahaha

the day before reunion dinner

helping mummy clean up the house

eating snack while watching movie

waiting baby's message since he is busying right now

soooo this is what i did this whole morning and afternoon

tomorrow going kai ma's house for reunion lunch at cheras

after that back hometown kuala selangor for reunion dinner with grandma and uncle

hope tomorrow is a great day 

:)

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finally my phone died 

LOL

no more phone to use 

only can use daddy spare phone

soooo sucks 

:(

guess how long i can save money for my beloved blackberry

soooooooooooooo far 

* slap myself again

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sooo boring when holidays

i rather stay in college with friends

and stay in hostel with baby

the only thing that make me wanna go home is my dear parents

going to have a change this year

stay tuned bout that

a huge difference

:(

should happy bout it but i am not at all

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since i promise last post i have to talk about henry and li quan in this post

and i really didn't break my promise

going to intro them now

:)

he's the guy who didn't treat me as girl at all

my course mate aka hostel mate

he is a guy that always keep everything inside his heart

never tel the truth to others

i don't think he is enough happy actually

but some how he did make us happy sometimes

a guy that make me feel he is kinda patient

and he know how to cook well too

always help me when i need his help

NO doesn't always speak by him

glad to know him

the man from the tree

thanks henry

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he's the one who always make our gang feel angry

too 'dan chun'

should i describe like this?

LOL

a helpful guy too

always let us scold until shut up

kinda funny

hahahahahaha

a good friend too

always listen to people that need him as a listener

i remember the day my baby boy call him for help

then he straightly promise for help

thank you very much

glad to meet you too

:)

thanks li quan

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tomorrow will be better

i always believe that

:)

i wanna do this with my baby boy!!

hehehehe

but my phone died 

:(

them

oh my my

i don't know why

just feel like talk about them start over again

they are so important in my life

and i swear i am not lying

because of them

i feel happy

simple but real

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the first one of course is him

my boy

:)

he's a guy that not really know how to speak out his own feeling

but he use some way to make me feel warm

he ain't romantic
but his love make me satisfied 

always take care of me well

and always scold me

but the reason he scold me

i knew it

he love me

:)

been through a lot with him almost 9 months

and i am glad to be with him

he is such a guy that i can lay on him for the rest of my life

and i am serious with it

i love him

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secondly the girl that inspire my life a lot

hsu hsu charis

is the girl i always say i love her

she's damn a good listener

always be patient to hear to me

although i always repeat repeat and repeat the same thing

always make feel i am glad to have her as friend

share a lot with me

and i enjoy listen to her feeling

thanks to her

my day have been very clear and happy

:)

thanks charis hsu

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thirdly the girl that i always love to be

she is such a pretty girl and cute

humble and friendly

she's just soooo happy go lucky girl

not even have any worry i think

she even told me she will not think anything before sleep

how wish i can be like her

LOL

a good adviser ever

she can even help me settle something easily while i thought is tough

glad that she is my friend

thanks ya qian qian 

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the next one is our miriam

she's the girl that always so fashionable among us

i love her style and taste too

she always make me feel i am so ugly and out dated when i was beside her

LOL

i beg no one know this

and i love when she find me to voice out her feeling

glad that sometimes she will find me

always think that actually she is much more happy than she ever think

sometimes life is simple and beautiful

and i know hers too

thanks to appear in my life

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finally the one who also talk to me always

nicole yan yan

hahahahahaha

she teach me a lot in study

and i really love her very much

she always make time for me to teach me

i know i am so stupid but she will so patient to teach me 

and she is so a happy go lucky girl too

she is very sweet with her boy friend 

and always make people envy bout her

she is much more prettier than what she think she is

i know someday when she is fully confident

i will say she can be very damn attractive 

i am serious

thanks for everything

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i don't know and i almost forget since when i join you all

but i think it doesn't matter

all i know is i am really appreciate the time we spend together

have you ever feel we like damn old friends?

laugh like no body without caring any image

play like crazy without caring others sight

i am glad that i know you all

love you guys so much

i wish although after our degree courses doesn't same

but we still keep in touch

friends forever

:)

ps* the boys gang intro will update at the nest post
stay tuned to henry and li quan

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lastly i wish to ask

   should i make this hair style?

suit me or not

i am going to try this sooooon

i think

:)

damn

a moody thursday

the first day of holidays

a bad start

have to apart with my boy again

sounds annoying

but i really do miss him a lot

maybe i should learn to be more independent 

right?

the second thing that make my whole day down

was my dear friend

i was kinda worry bout her

but all she did tell me was she's okay

i know she ain't okay

but i got nothin to do to make her feel better

how worst am i

i know you hate me say sorry

but i really do feel sorry

all i want is to make you happy

girl

stay tough kay?

i will there for you

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i don't know why i got no any mood for cny

i just hope every bad thing can gone soon

and i hope everything will be alright as usual 

is that so hard?

i can't believe i am 19 right now

and i don't know why i will think like that

weird

i hate my phone

getting worst

not even can hear what people said

and can't even heard what people said

i wish to change blackberry

but i know is kinda impossible

sigh

EVERYTHING AIN'T GO SMOOTH

hsu hsu's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 

my charis

:)

actually today wasn't her birthday

her birthday should at this coming friday

but due to friday no class so we decided to give her a secret surprise for her today

as usual we planing secretly before today

we bought cake and present yesterday

at hokaido and times book store

her birthday cake from hokaido

nice right?

taste good too

:)

hope she will like what we give her

birthday girl!!

love you

;)

the present from our gang and henry

i love the ribbon very much

and the card hand made from qian

<3

the birthday girl with the presents

her favorite set of m&m cartoon

this & that's hair band and times' dairy book

charis with the hair band we presented her

the teddy bear of mine

:)

daddy bought it for me

hehehehehe

after the celebration 

they keep played the balloon 

i damn scare balloon

xD

so what i can do is RUN

hahahahahahaha

had our lunch at bulgogi 

taste good and price not bad too

very niceeeeeee

;)

after that continue our intro to business class

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chinese new year soooooooooooooooooooon

damn excited

can't wait for that

celebrate with daddy mummy at hometown and ipoh

meet my beloved cousins sooon

so far can't meet my baby 

but some how i will miss him very much

meet him after 14 days

;)

happy chinese new year everyone

sickssss

seriously 

i am soooo suffer right now

guess what

i am sick again

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terrible flu make me can't sleep for a week

my panda eyes can fight with the real panda 

i am serious 

LOL

and bd sore throat

went doctor this morning

i told doctor phua i got a bit sore throat 

and when he checked up my throat 

he smile and said to me

girl.. you are very serious

i was like

omg what happened

and he continue smile and said 

where got a bit sore throat 

is very terrible sore throat 

i thought what he wanna said

scare me

LOL

back hostel and eat those medicine i hate

and sleep and sleep and sleep

can't attend any classes

:(

i hope i can recover soooon

pleaseeee

next week chinese new year le

:(

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saturday night went dinner with baby and baby's bro gang

after that we went serdang for go kart

seriously nice experience 

but i am sure that i am not suitable for go kart

hahahahahahaha

i just played one round then i already surrender 

hahahaha

but really not bad this experience

:)

tadaaa

this is it

go have a try

:)

early birthday celebration 2012

tadaa

first photo of 2012

;)

love this outfit very much

comfortable and pinkkkkkk

hehehehehehe

start my semester 3 this monday

and kinda well i think

hmmmmmm

the only thing i hate the most is 8am classes

we only used to have 9am class last semester

make me have to wake up at 6 something 

:(

but the most happy thing is i meet my gang again

woohoo

miss them a lot

and i meet my baby boyyyyyy

<3 

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thursday morning

we planed to give miriam a birthday surprise

early birthday surprise

hope she will like it

celebrate her birthday at dreamz bakery

;) 

 the hello kitty cake that we order for her a month ago

<3

 they are my besties 

teehee

hello kitty pose?

hahahahaha

 me and my baby boy

love him much much

muackssss

 outfit of the day

imma love it

tadaaa

and i love dreamz bakery environment

<3

nice?? :)

the hello kitty present for miriam

hope she love the overall celebration

;)

happy birthday again miriam

hello 2012

true, that's true

finally i am 19 right now

the very beginning of 2012

it might take a bit time to clear my 2011

been through too much

make me appreciate more

that's true when people said

you must face or lose something 

only will make you more appreciate 

human being

i know i can't change my past

so i will fix my future

keep telling myself not to make anyone around me disappointed once again

no more disappointment

i swear

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i think everyone desire 3 wishes every brand new year

so this are the three wishes of mine

1st wishes

i wish my dad and mum will healthier day by day 

and happier day by day

2nd wishes

i wish me and baby boy will stay happy forever

i know very well he is the one for me

so i won't ever let go

3rd wishes 

i wish my study will become better and better

i will work hard to achieve that

that's all for my wishes

<3

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i heard people said

and i totally agree with their opinion

don't make the one who love you think too much

people that think too much mean they love you very much  

sometimes i might think too much

but that mean i care and i love you

baby boy

forgive me about my childish

i trust you all the time

i love you all the time

somehow i know forever seem too far

but you are the one who make me wanna spend the whole life with

the word from the bottom of my heart

i love you

<3

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i wish all my friends will stay happy always

glad to meet you all

although we will finish our foundation soon

but promise to keep in touch 

i gonna miss you all

:)