damn

a moody thursday

the first day of holidays

a bad start

have to apart with my boy again

sounds annoying

but i really do miss him a lot

maybe i should learn to be more independent 

right?

the second thing that make my whole day down

was my dear friend

i was kinda worry bout her

but all she did tell me was she's okay

i know she ain't okay

but i got nothin to do to make her feel better

how worst am i

i know you hate me say sorry

but i really do feel sorry

all i want is to make you happy

girl

stay tough kay?

i will there for you

****

i don't know why i got no any mood for cny

i just hope every bad thing can gone soon

and i hope everything will be alright as usual 

is that so hard?

i can't believe i am 19 right now

and i don't know why i will think like that

weird

i hate my phone

getting worst

not even can hear what people said

and can't even heard what people said

i wish to change blackberry

but i know is kinda impossible

sigh

EVERYTHING AIN'T GO SMOOTH