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early in the morning wake up and get prepare

today is day to celebrate my boy's early birthday

daddy fetch me to college at 9am

without traffic jam

i reached college at 9:15am

due to kenneth and dear haven't reach

so i decided to find my boy first

having some chit chat with him

and of course we always zat each other

love the way he looking at me

ILY boy

kenneth reach at 10am

and dear going by her own

so we went 1U for movie tickets first

luckily we went early

after our turn to buy tickets

huiyohhh

many people man

we decided to watch punished

not very nice but quite meaningful for me

remind me that have to appreciate everyone around me

and of course our lunch at sushi zanmai 

teehee

;)

and i bought four little green tea cakes from toast box for my boy

sing birthday song for him and gave him the card that i make for him

not a perfect celebration but i hope he will be happy

thanks for everything my baby boy

i love you very much

happy 19th birthday

<3

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quite worry bout dear

i hope i can make her happy every second

maybe no one will know how much she important to me

but i know it very well

even my baby boy also feel jealous

he think i love my dear more than him

sorry boy

she really do mean a lot to me

sometimes i use to be so silly

sometimes i use to be very stupid

sometimes i use to be very useless

i'm sorry for that my dear

i didn't mean to make you down or moody

and even i don't hope you to be like that

when all the time you smile

my mood will be very happy too

when you are down or sad

i can feel the same feeling too

i know i repeated this a lots of time

but i don't mind to repeat once again

you really do important to me

and no one could replace you in my heart

i'm sorry if sometimes or always i make you angry or down

hope you can forgive me

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recently out of mood

cause of some stupid problem

but i'm glad that everyone of them still beside me

i won't keep moody cause of some problem that i can't solve forever

i will try my best to let myself more happy

because of them

i will be more tough