recently

as i say

i'm getting fatter and fatter

but i don't mind

i will eat more and more

;)

increase weight again

feel like i need a diet 

but i don't think i want to force myself to get away from food

food is something to reduce stress for me

so no food no life 

:(

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recently nothing much to update

everything remain the same

everyday wake up early in the morning

don't feel like going to college

force myself to wake up

everyday use the same road to college

same view different view everyday

depends on my mood

everyday meet all my friends and boy

feel happy and safe

i love that feeling very much

everyday meet lecturer and learn new kowledge

quite stress quite tired

but feel satisfied when i get to learn more stuff

everyday hope can dismiss class early

thinking what can i do next

what can do with all my beloved friends

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going to have a change soon

feel so uncomfartable

but i have to force myself use to it

recently...

our monster's gang got bit different 

our dear henry and hamster use to be more and more close

but we seldom hang out together anymore

but at least we still quite close

and even we always zat each other in class

:)

my dear cecilia going to change to taylors soon

can i don't let go?

i guess i got no choice

i must let go

the most funniest thing in this world is

i have to act nothing while actually my heart was crying every moment

i will miss her a lot a lot

miss the time we spent together

miss the time we sot together

or even miss the time we argue

every moment that we been through

i will damn miss it

promise me to study hard there

and promise to get a new life there

out of all those emo stuff

and i will still there for you anytime you need me

ILY

don't try to forget me!

friendship forever right?

<3

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recently problems visit me

too much for me

and i feel totally tired

and i consider to let go everything

fed up

why must it everything have to be so complicated

can i have solution for every problem or even challenge

i don't need more

i just need a simple peaceful life

that's all

feel like crying out

can i?

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can i sleep as much as i can

panda eyes visit me

i need more sleeping time

:(

give me a willpower that can bring me get through all those challenge please

i wish my dear will get more happiness than me

i don't mind to give her mine too

as long she can smile always

may god bless her good luck in everything