Back again

Hi guys!

Finally i am back!

Thought that i won't be back anymore

Cause i abandon my blog for so long time

But one of my friend encourage me to blog again

So here i am

I AM BACK!

hahahahaha

I was thinking what i wanna talk in my first update

The answer was blank in my mind

But after half an hour

I made up my mind to blog few part that make me feel excited and happy

So let's begin with this

Taadaa

I am officially Degree student right now

and yesh i finally made up my mind to follow my heart

I choose English and Public Relations

Lots of my friends get surprise that i am not choosing Marketing

Nah~ don't so surprise

I just choose what i want and also what i feel that i will love to continue in future 3 yearssssss

So everything is good

Quite stress but i have confident that i can handle well

Hope so

hahahahaha

Yup i met a lot of new friends

Rueann, Fika, Ika, Hani, Anan, TianTian, Wan, Wen Chien, Yahrad and so on

They are so friendly 

(:

Arghhhhhhh

Can't wait!!!!

My sister finally get marry

I mean that finally not like what you think

I know what you think

xD

The dinner will be held at Duchess Place

The place is so so so elegant and nice

Can you see the photo above?

Is something like outdoor

Simple but elegant and of course romantic!

Can't wait to attend

Secret*

My dream place

I wish i can have my marry dinner there too

Help me inform my boy friend

Pleaseeeee

hahahhaha

Just get from my sister

Simple but touched

So glad to receive this

Wish you happy forever

I love you sis!

Do you think is nice?

Are you a cupcake lover?

Hehehehe

If you are not there

You had missed out something great!

Was working at the celcom cupcake challenge event past few weeks

Fun and nice experience

Thank you to Rueann that introduce me this freelance job

Love those cupcakes so much

Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

But i didn't eat 1 of them

I love cupcakes but i don't love to eat

You understand right?

And yeahhh spot me?

Yup the girl in white polo tee is ME!

Special thanks to one of the invited blogger for that day

Found this in his blog

Thankiuuu

(:

Thankiuu to Henry

He was the one who capture this and present to us

And yeah Happy 17+ monthsary 

Love my baby boy so damn much

He always give me everything that money can't buy

The one who protect me

The one who scold me

The one who care about me

Everything you did

Appreciate it!

The first birthday present that i get from him

How sweet

He is always the best boy friend in the world

Thank you for giving me so much

I LOVE YOU BABY

<3

Tadaaa

My parents' birthday

My dad's birthday was at 30th of Sep

while my mum's birthday was 18th of Oct

suppose to the tomorrow but we celebrated ealier

The strawberry chocolate and cookies for my lovely dad

He is strawberry lover!

The purse from Tangs for my lovely mum

She needs a purse very much

hahahaha

Love them so much

*Secret

Every year i will wrote them a card

And every year they will cry because of what i wrote!

hahahahaha

<3

It's not my birthday

Yet thanks to my lovely dad

He bought me this!!

The limited edition Escape To Paradise cosmetic set for me

huuuray

The lipsticks set is with 24k gold and also 4 swarovski crystal

BIG BIG LOVE!!

There are 2 choice of the lipsticks

And also the eyes shadow and cheek colors

There are 2 choice of boxes too

Going to buy another boxes too while stock last

Love dad and mum so much!!

Anyone interested can leave a comment too

(:

Do you know about the Nandos' member card?

Or you not even know Nandos

If you didn't try before Nandos

Have a try!

I beg you will love it

I don't know but i just love it very much

The member card is to let you collect point

RM1 = 1 point

So when you get to certain points 

You can get free meals that you choose

And also you can select 1 of the date

Every year you can enjoy 1 free meal at Nandos on the your selected date

Why not apply now?

Only RM10 for whole life

More info log on to

www.nandos.com.my/nandoscard

I wish i can buy this book so so much!

But i don't have extra money to buy this

This is my target book

I gonna get it home soon!!

I love William and Kate!

And i love princess Diana too!

If you do interested with their love story

The love story between a loyal and an ordinary girl

Buy this book!

****

So i think that's all for my first update

Gonna update soon

(:

想念胜过一切

此时此刻

我的眼泪已经渗湿了领子

擦了再擦

想念的眼泪真的很奇妙

不是因为开心也不是因为难过

只是此时此刻

真的真的

超越了想念

颜胜铨

真的很想你

还需要多少分钟才可以

不需要隔着电话隔着电脑

来感觉到你

14,400++分钟

很肉麻吧?

我也这么认为

但是这都是真心话

♥

recent plan

accounting 3

here i come again

i was not afraid to say that i am going to resit again for my accounting 3

but that's not a good news 

so i was trying to keep quiet

so please don't use those weird sight to stare at me

i am not monster indeed 

i was telling myself

this was my very last chance

i should make it double hard working to get

as sir said

either you aim for A or you just fail

my target was A 

but if i can get B i will feel satisfied too

i will try my very best for the last chance

all the best to myself

****

so yeah

this is the new look of me

i just feel trying a new hair style

each time i change my hair style

seem like i am telling myself

is a new start once again

do my best so that i won't feel regret once again

evon tee

you only have once time to regret

no second time

i was kinda worry and scare when i am in the saloon

LOL

but seem like everyone trying to change hair style

why not me

after the new hair style 

i was satisfied with it

but i was worrying how about my parents and my boy

luckily they say it was nice and suit on me

thanks god

hahahahaha

and thank you to all my friends that comment for me

appreciate it very well

feel like flying when i saw those comment

hahahaha

do you think my new hair style suit me?

:)

****

here come my goal

i beg you will laugh at me

but i am serious on it

transformation of evon tee

hahahahaha

i wasn't try to diet

just wanna be more healthy and i hope my little tummy will gone

so i trying to eat this as my breakfast everyday

and my lunch will be kinda normal like usual

for dinner i will try to eat the little the better

and it's kinda work

my tummy seem getting smaller

hehehehe

i was so so so happy

and of course if you maintain 

i can guarantee you are well in the toilet

xD

and thanks to daddy

he bought me this set of DIY spa

so so so useful 

first with the body conditional, second with the body scrub and lastly with the body butter

my skin was so soft and whitening also

i did it once a week

lastly

i was trying to exercise currently

serious man

i beg my friends saw this will laugh at me

but i keep this as secret

i was trying to sit up every night before i sleep

my mum thought i gone crazy

hahahaahaha

cause my boy told me the best way to slim your tummy is sit up

so i try on it

and i tried twice to go jogging in my housing area

exhausted but worth

:)

i planning to transform myself to be better

before my boy come back 

a surprise for him?

yesssss!!!

i hope i can success

wish me luck?

:)

miss him so so much

gonna meet him middle of next month

and can't wait for our first trip

<3

little post about him

Happy Birthday 

to the one i love the most

Bevis Gan Sen Chuen

Happy 20th Birthday

****

he is the one who don't really know how to express himself 

he don't always say i love you

he don't always say i miss you

but somehow i still love him so so much

because i know he hide everything inside his heart

sometimes love no need to say every time

i know he love me

that's enough

:)

he always is the best boyfriend for me

he give me the best

he love me the most

and he protect me the most

thank you my boy

<3

the thing that special for you

:)

little secret

feel like my holidays already passed for few months

but actually my holidays only stay for 2 weeks ++

i was like so so so lifeless after back from Ipoh

wish everything goes well there

heard my aunt said uncle gonna discharge tomorrow

glad to hear that

god bless him

hope he recover soon

have to start to wear brace and start to learn walk everyday

add oil

all of us will support you

****

i beg my baby boy didn't view my bloggie

he always told me he didn't click in and view my blog for a long time

due to he is lazy to read so much of words

hahahahahaha

how cute he is

so i decided to update this blog with some secret

hehehehe

keep feel like telling him right now

but i control myself not to

guess what i did this morning

went post office and make a pos laju

a small little parcel for my baby boy

this is the surprise i am going to give him

might not be able to be with his side this coming friday birthday

due to he is still at his hometown

so i decided to give him this little surprise

a hand made birthday card once again

with our memory photo

sorry boy

due to i am busy at Ipoh these few days

so lack of time to make you more nicer card

but i promise i will make it more nicer next year

<3

except this birthday card

i post him a small box of panda chocolate biscuits

his favorite flavor of panda biscuits

hehehehehehe

hope he enjoy eat that biscuits at his house

18/05/2012

his 20th birthday

love him much much

the 2nd birthday with him

wish come true

<3

the people said it might receive tomorrow or maybe saturday
cause his hometown friday is holidays
hope tomorrow can get it
pleaseeeeee

****

countdown to our so called honeymoon trip

so so so excited

and i can't wait tomorrow is the day

hahahahahaha

actually is just a normal trip with my boy

2 days 1 night genting trip

the first trip of us

imma so so so so happy

!!!!

and i prepare to make baby some muffin

hope that he will love it

special hand made muffin from me to my boy

the first people that eat my muffin

hehehehehe

coming soon my boy

hope you love everything that i make for you

:)

****

hope this month gonna be a happy month

and wish my boy all the best in everything

<3

3 days 2 nights in hospital

updating blog in hospital

the very first experience 

LOL

thursday night get to know uncle in hospital

fall from high place when guiding his workers when work

spine break 50%

so me and mummy decided to come ipoh with train on friday

to help along my cousin and aunty

so that they wont be so tired

8 screws and 3 standard steel to hold the spine

imagine that pain 

i got no idea how my uncle get through it

he not even try to complain that his wound is pain or what

so me and my cousin sis overnight at hospital for 2 nights

so that my aunty wont so tired have to overnight here so many nights

can't really sleep well due to the nurse came in every 1 hour

i was get shock to the door sound

LOL

yeah

you know

hospital story

make me feel so scary

between i still can sleep a little bit

uncle can't really eat well

he only ate bread and drink protein only

so the mean from hospital always ate by me and my cousin sis

omg it was like night mare

no matter how tasty it is

but how can you eat well in hospital?

i wish my uncle can recover soon

he is the toughest man i ever see

add oil uncle

and god bless him

gonna back KL tomorrow

hope everything goes well

* thanks for my boy that called me every night before i sleep

his caring make me feel warm although i am in the hospital

thank you

and i love you

:)

sot think

i was updating my bloggie during working time

*piakkkk

i know i am bad

but no customer is my best excuse to online

hahaha

working in boutique is like a good thing for me

the benefit is

you can meet different kind of customers

you can buy a lot of nice shirt with more discount

muahahahaha

i am so so so evil

but the bad thing is

you might use up all your salary

LOL

gg.com

and you might been in a freaking boring time when the whole afternoon without any customer

feel damn sleepy yet you can't even close your eyes

imagine that feeling

syok nya

xD

****

i was keep imagine

what am i imagine?

imagine my boy suddenly back to give me a surprise

surprise!

tadaa!

i think too much

==

imagine my mum will come with tutti frutti and maybe chatime

suprise!

tadaa!

i think too much again

><

seriously i miss my baby boy a lot

and there is still 2 months to go

i was like omg please

time please flies fast

:(

blablabla

this is just a piecemeal update

if i am not mistaken

i went movie with my boy and his friends on last Friday

we went for THE AVENGERS

seriously i love this movie so much

the story was well going

and of course thumb up after watched

went fish market for lunch

so dam expensive without the students promotion

sorry to make them spent so much

cause i am the one who lead them to fish market

:(

had a so happy day with my boy

and went for dinner actually is supper with his sisters and brother

glad to meet them and the night was full of joyfulness

i was so envy about my boy to have such good sisters and brother

and yet i am the only child in my family

sometimes people might jealous about me

but i wish to have sister and brother so much

at least after argument 

there is always a laughing scene

****

finally my boy was back to his hometown

and we can't meet for 2 months i think if i am not mistaken

of course i miss him so much

yet i learn to be more independent 

gonna meet him after 2 months

hehehehe

<3

it's been a tough week for myself

something not going well currently

i hope everything will goes well sooon

:)

no photo currently

   

first year anniversary

i am so so so happy

today is our first year anniversary

i love you baby boy

muackss

the only disappointment is baby is having exam

and i am having my job

so we can't even celebrate

kinda disappointed

cause of i had been always planning how to celebrate my very first year anniversary

yet today can't even celebrate and meet

:(

but then i am still kinda happy with that

baby boy early in the morning text me and wish me happy anniversary 

awwwwww

the feeling when you sleep half way and you receive the message form the one you love

can't describe

so happy hahahhaha

i think he should be having his exam right now

so wish him all the best and good luck

i have confident on him

flying colors result ya

;)

****

those words are even can't describe from the bottom of my heart

the night before my work

daddy and mummy went out for meeting

i was so freaking stress and even nervous for tomorrow new job

thought of asking him came over to have a chit chat

but then he told me he can't make it due to transport problem

disappointed yet i understand the situation so i said it's okay to him

but then after half an hour 

he appeared in front of my house

i was like so freaking excited

thank you my boy

thank you so much for everything

yet now i still remember what you told me before i left to work

those sweet words can't even describe my feeling to you

i beg you will know what i want to say

thank you so so much

i love you

my baby boy

<3

****

the first day job was so nervous and excited

boss and her sister were very friendly to me

and we did chat a lot

thanks to them

they teach me a lot

hope everything goes well everyday

aza fighting evon tee 

do come and visit this shop

there's a lot of nice dresses, tops, pants and even dinner dresses

everything with discount

CUPPI boutique

No16-1. jalan pju 5/11, dataran sunway, kota damansara, 47810 

petaling jaya, selangor.

business hour

mon-sat 11am - 9pm

sun 11am - 8pm

03-61408070

true words for him

lifeless

i am not making people envy or show up

but i just feel lifeless after finish my very last semester

my degree intake will be on September

but now only May?

it's still April ah moi

==

everyday was like wake up > breakfast > tv/online

lunch > tv/laptop > nap > tv/laptop

dinner > tv/laptop > sleep

repeating the same

gosh!

the most terrible thing is i can't even meet my boy

i was so so moody about that

due to his revision to prepare for final exam

we can't even text more or talk more

how sad

:(

sometimes i might thing i am too stick

or even too depend on him

but somehow i just can't control myself

i have to learn more independent 

****

gonna work start on next month

wish me good luck for that

;)

will able to work until August if i am not mistaken

cause September only is my turn to intake

can't wait 

degree please wait for me

****

i am a girl that very easy to satisfy 

every little thing or detail will make me happy without any reason

the best thing in my life is the moment when i fall in love with you

went through so much of difficulty and challenges 

yet you still hold me so tight and hug me so tight

thank you so much for being so patient for my weird attitude

i promise that i will hold your hand without letting go

i meant it

i might not able to be a damn pretty girl friend

i might not able to be a well chef girl friend

i might not able to be a best cleaner girl friend

yet i will do my very best to give you the best

i might be kinda lazy sometimes

i might be kinda childish sometimes

i might be kinda troublesome sometimes

but please trust that i didn't even mean to make you angry or sad for any second

sorry for being so troublesome

stop thinking that you are not that good to me

yet actually i am same too

but no one is perfect

i love your everything

perfect and even imperfect 

sorry that i might always repeating the same words

but it's really from the bottom of my heart

i love you and i will always support no matter what

thank you for being there with me 

my baby boy

everything to sacrifice seem to be worth

when i enjoying the time with you and my family

<3

****

i wish i can be more self independent 

and i can be more strong enough  to get through all those challenges 

aza fighting evon tee

;)

what a happy holidays

finally

i finished my last semester of my foundation

went through all the exam

some excited some disappointed

for me half half

LOL

hope everything went well

i don't want any bad thing happen

god bless me please

without thinking so much

i am sure what i want to get fr my degree

since year 3 only choose the main course

so for now i am still didn't try to change my mind

:)

yeshh

this is the photo i decided to ask them capture the so called last photo

since we going to fight apart

all the best to them

they are my best memory in my foundation life

proud to be with them

****

people feel damn freaking happy since it's our sem break

my break until september

should i show my happiness?

but seriously i got no that excited mood for the so called holidays

the main reason i think most of the people know

gonna miss my baby boy so so much

he will be back his hometown on 6th of may

and we can't meet each other for 2 months

how sad

:(

i am not wanna stick with him all day

but at least make us meet once a week?

i just feel so so sad for my holidays

and yet mummy ask me to go ipoh for vacations

i was like

dah~ no mood. don't ask me. i anything.

sigh

****

gonna be the very first year anniversary for both of us

i love you baby

from the deep bottom of my heart

<3

so what moody

finally finished my quantitative method

i was freaking stress inside the exam hall

the questions seem like very easy

but i'm the one who didn't know how to solve it

seriously i will fail this time

but i already did my very best

feel like wanna cry after came out from the exam hall

but why should i have to show my moody face to make others moody too

so i decided to smile and joke as usual 

:)

as baby said

when you already did your best and since already passed

then why not stop moody

cause we already can't change any pass 

****

sometimes i knew myself was troublesome

i always know that

and i trying my best t change it

seriously

i'm not those people that only say but without action

i will prove it that i can be more independence 

:)

feel like heart talk with my baby boy

meet him on wednesday

tears rolling

final exam is here

and i am freaking stress

intro to business was my first subject to go

went kinda well

and i was so confident to get an A for that

and here come the freaking stress subject 

quantitative method

you might laugh at me why so damn easy math i can't solve

but seriously f*ing sorry

i am a noob in mathematics 

went qian's house yesterday morning 

thought can finish revise and learn all chapter

but unfortunately the only 5 chapters i also can't finish

that's why i am such a failure

back home with without any mood

and i force myself not to cry and keep do all the exercises that miss gave us

but i can't control for half an hour

i cried like no body

shouldn't let mum know that

but she came in without knocked the door

seriously don't ask me don't cry or take it easy

it would only make me cried more hard

forcing myself to do

keep on disturb nicole and qian

did you hear before teaching math through sms?

yes we did yesterday

did exercise for 5 minutes and cried for half hour

baby boy called me yesterday night

accompany talked for almost half hour and keep on comfort me

but seriously i cried more hard than that

thanks to him 

after half hour i stopped crying and decided to go sleep since it was already 12 something

i love him so so much

at first force myself not to on my laptop at all

but then mum said must relax so i decided to update my blog

maybe is what i want to express myself in here

is the very last chance in foundation

is the very important chance for the very last semester

i must do it very well

i hope i can

sorry for disappear yet i'm back

yeshhh

i had been abandon my blog for a long period

forgive about my laziness

what's the latest from me?

this is my latest photo

looked so pale 

and i dont know why

but some how i just feel i'm getting mature

and so i had move to kota damansara

didn't stay at hostel anymore

but then i still miss my hostel life so so so much

maybe it was much more freedom staying at hostel

and of course i can always find my boy to share my thing to him

but some how thank you daddy and mummy

the main purpose to move to kota damansara is just because of me

if i'm not study here

i think they will prefer other places

not very big house yet very warm and overall make me feel very satisfied

photo will be upload the next post

part of the garden for my new house

i just love it without any reason 

i hope everything will be well after move in

:)

there will be house warming soon

the first house warming for dad's friends was last sunday

and the next turn will be families and my friends 

coming soooooon

after moving in my new house

have to thank a lot to charis

she is the one who come and fetch me every morning to class and fetch me home

thank you very much

and of course friends that fetch me back home sometimes

****

and today is the last day for my foundation life

kinda sad and moody actually

why?

i dont know

feel like get used to it 

from the first day i came 

i met them and until now

we are good together

and somehow now we have to separate to different future 

i just miss them so much

especially the girls

thanks to them

i had wonderful college time

because of them 

i learned a lot

love the way we share our heart thing together without any hiding

appreciate the foundation life

final is around the corner

i will try my very best to face it

hope i can go for degree successful 

degree

here i come

:)

****

gonna apart with my boy for 2 months

:(

due to sem break he have to back hometown

so i have to wait him here 

hope that 2 months will pass sooon

tomorrow will be a great day

i always pray for that

:)

simple post to update myself from disappear so long

stay tuned my next post

gonna be fun

have a nice day



*ps
i found out a weird thing
i dont know why there can be so much of people from other countries get to know my blog
and the only post they viewed is the post 'LANVENDER'

why?
0.0

agree or not

sometimes people become more and more greedy 

without realize anything

agree?

sometimes you just trying your best to make someone satisfied

but no matter how much you try 

you still fail

agree? 

sometimes you just want a simple hug and a simple word

and you already tent to happy for whole day

agree?

sometimes you purposely make him/her more attention

by doing something stupid

agree?

sometimes when you look at him/her

but you don't dare to hug him/her

since you don't know he/she is available for you

agree?

sometimes when he/she is upset

you remain silent not meant that you don't give a shit

is just because all you know he/she needs is just a warm hug

agree?

sometimes you just hate yourself so much

cause you always make him/her upset or mad

agree?

yes

i'm greedy day by day

i hope he love me more and more day by day

yes

i always hope i can make him satisfied

but i just too careless and useless

but i still trying my best

yes

a random hug and a small praise tent to make my day

i could keep smiling because of that

yes

sometimes i look at him and feel like hug him and say i love you

but i don't dare since i don't know whether he's busying his homework or assignment

yes

sometimes when he does upset or mad

i just hope i can give him a warm hug so that he could calm down and cheer up

yes

sometimes i just hate myself so much

because i can't be the perfect girl friend for him

yes

he did effect my whole day

if he's happy and i will tent to happy for whole day

if he's moody i will be in bad mood for the whole day too

i didn't ever feel i'm unhappy or unsatisfied when i'm with him

everyday i am happy to have him beside me

i love him more than words can describe

and no one can ever know that

maybe pretty or prefect can't be on me

but i just hope i can be a cute and happy girl friend for him

so that every time he see me 

he could be happy and smile

:) 

i'm sorry

tomorrow is my first accounting test

but i don't even have any mood to study for it at all

i'm sorry

****

did something very wrong today

not suppose to happen this kind of damn careless mistake

and he has the right to angry me

i know

i'm a careless girl

always did wrong thing to make him angry

but i really didn't mean to hurt him or make him angry

but i still always make him angry

i remembered all my promises to him

i really did wanna change my bad habits 

i'm serious with that

i know sorry doesn't mean anything

but i really promise i will not be so careless anymore

he gave me chances and chances 

but i still then always did wrong

i'm truely sorry 

trust me

i will change my bad habits

valentine or tuesday

the first valentine with my baby boy

i am so so glad that he is there for me

<3

since i have 3 classes yesterday

so i really decided going to class to be a good girl

woke up 6:30 in the morning and went to college meet my friends

wished each other happy valentine's day

so sucks 

valentine's ada class

==

after the first class few of us went dim sum for breakfast

fetched baby boy together with us

after dim sum baby suddenly date me to sing k

i was like soooo shocked 

seriously?

seriously both of us went loud speaker k room

went k room in valentine

kinda special

both of us sing a lot there

enjoy the moment singing with him

<3

the surprise cupcake he ordered for me

i was kinda weird when he asked me to go segi main lobby

then he told me he did order cupcake

i was like damn shocked and touched

:)

i was so happy

dinner was the delivery nandos

as usual we damn love nandos

without looking at any menu

i just straightly called and ordered

came in within 45 minutes

and the services was nice and friendly

the disadvantages is delivery didn't include the sauce that we used to eat

garlic sauce

dine in still the best choice

:)

at night thought wanna go snowflake with his brother and the girl friend

but snowflake close so early

should open until 12am what

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so we hang around and decided to have a drink at 17 saloon sunway giza

sooooo damn crowded 

lots of seller sold flowers there

drank lychee beer

but seriously i hate beer

just can't fall in love with those taste

baby suddenly make me this

kinda nice actually

looked alike with the real flower

i was acting like not really like 

but i took photo secretly 

hahahahahahaha

how cute he is

<3

the valentine ended like this

simple but sweet when the moment he beside you

i love him