true words for him

lifeless

i am not making people envy or show up

but i just feel lifeless after finish my very last semester

my degree intake will be on September

but now only May?

it's still April ah moi

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everyday was like wake up > breakfast > tv/online

lunch > tv/laptop > nap > tv/laptop

dinner > tv/laptop > sleep

repeating the same

gosh!

the most terrible thing is i can't even meet my boy

i was so so moody about that

due to his revision to prepare for final exam

we can't even text more or talk more

how sad

:(

sometimes i might thing i am too stick

or even too depend on him

but somehow i just can't control myself

i have to learn more independent 

****

gonna work start on next month

wish me good luck for that

;)

will able to work until August if i am not mistaken

cause September only is my turn to intake

can't wait 

degree please wait for me

****

i am a girl that very easy to satisfy 

every little thing or detail will make me happy without any reason

the best thing in my life is the moment when i fall in love with you

went through so much of difficulty and challenges 

yet you still hold me so tight and hug me so tight

thank you so much for being so patient for my weird attitude

i promise that i will hold your hand without letting go

i meant it

i might not able to be a damn pretty girl friend

i might not able to be a well chef girl friend

i might not able to be a best cleaner girl friend

yet i will do my very best to give you the best

i might be kinda lazy sometimes

i might be kinda childish sometimes

i might be kinda troublesome sometimes

but please trust that i didn't even mean to make you angry or sad for any second

sorry for being so troublesome

stop thinking that you are not that good to me

yet actually i am same too

but no one is perfect

i love your everything

perfect and even imperfect 

sorry that i might always repeating the same words

but it's really from the bottom of my heart

i love you and i will always support no matter what

thank you for being there with me 

my baby boy

everything to sacrifice seem to be worth

when i enjoying the time with you and my family

<3

****

i wish i can be more self independent 

and i can be more strong enough  to get through all those challenges 

aza fighting evon tee

;)