tears rolling

final exam is here

and i am freaking stress

intro to business was my first subject to go

went kinda well

and i was so confident to get an A for that

and here come the freaking stress subject 

quantitative method

you might laugh at me why so damn easy math i can't solve

but seriously f*ing sorry

i am a noob in mathematics 

went qian's house yesterday morning 

thought can finish revise and learn all chapter

but unfortunately the only 5 chapters i also can't finish

that's why i am such a failure

back home with without any mood

and i force myself not to cry and keep do all the exercises that miss gave us

but i can't control for half an hour

i cried like no body

shouldn't let mum know that

but she came in without knocked the door

seriously don't ask me don't cry or take it easy

it would only make me cried more hard

forcing myself to do

keep on disturb nicole and qian

did you hear before teaching math through sms?

yes we did yesterday

did exercise for 5 minutes and cried for half hour

baby boy called me yesterday night

accompany talked for almost half hour and keep on comfort me

but seriously i cried more hard than that

thanks to him 

after half hour i stopped crying and decided to go sleep since it was already 12 something

i love him so so much

at first force myself not to on my laptop at all

but then mum said must relax so i decided to update my blog

maybe is what i want to express myself in here

is the very last chance in foundation

is the very important chance for the very last semester

i must do it very well

i hope i can