国庆日

终于雨过天晴了
一切都到此结束了
至少大家都解脱了


今天是个美好的星期二
也是我们的国庆日
虽然昨晚没庆祝到
但还好有几位朋友的信息陪伴
总算也过了个不顾但也不限的幸福的一个晚上


今天一早就被妈咪吵醒了
原定去关丹的计划取消了
所以我很无奈为什么妈咪那么早叫醒我干吗
而且爹地又不让我和朋友们去跑步
更加无奈
原来爹地妈咪要带我去血拼


真的是多人到....无法形容
那些大婶的抢货功夫真的有够力
在下深深敬佩
原本我已经将一件衣服拿在手上了
谁知道被一个大审一手就拿走了
真的有够无奈  呆着一分钟后才醒过来
也就算了吧 反正我也是拿来看看而已

恐怖多人   排队也排到我差点昏了
真后悔穿高跟鞋
虽然如此还是很兴奋啦
因为真的买了很多很多的衣服
尤其是爹地  他的衣服和裤子最多了
都是给我和妈咪逼买的  哈哈
虽然是mega sale但是我们还是用了很多钱
可是算了吧  自在于享受过程=）


之后hugo就来找我
带来了手信
是史提奇baby！！！
我的最爱  谢谢他的用心
永远的麻吉=）


就这样过了半天
现在又有重要的事要做了
必须要complete我的mission
哈哈

还是这鞋子舒服多了=） 

郑忆雯

继续加油=）

感触满满

这是我啦

不要怀疑

xD

总觉得还是不对

总觉得还是不应该

所以原谅我的忽略

现在我需要的是平静的生活

或许是自私吧

但是你有一天会明白

我的自私是对的

既不伤害自己也不伤害别人

今天注定一整天在家

所以选择了做久违的烘饼干

成果还不错 我很满意

虽然很久没做了  但是还不差=）

明天决定了和爹地妈咪去midvalley一趟

由于爹地有会议

所以就我和妈咪去逛街

顺便去看看我史提奇的拼图

这拼图是3D的  显得史提奇的头特别可爱

是我梦寐以求的拼图

我决定了存钱买下它

虽然如此我还是不会忘记我的目标

我的小提琴=）

我还是会为这个梦想前进

希望明天是个开心的一天

不会是让我头痛的一天吧

还在头痛班级外拍的事

由于有些buddy不合作

所以又必须改时间了

搞得我们头大了

拜托再拜托

就区区的三小时外拍

就让它顺利完成吧

毕竟2010是最后一年的校园生活了

突然很感触

想起了很多往事

想起了这五年来我是怎样经过的

有开心的有泪水的

有白痴也有笨的时候

虽然尝尽了辛酸苦辣

但是面对现在的自己

我觉得很光荣

为自己觉得开心

我终于长大了

终于成熟了

是个可以为自己未来作决定的女生了

这一路来的挫折

都让我伤痕累累

让我痛哭了无数遍

虽然如此

我也因为这些挫折里

也遇到了很多因此而一路扶持我的朋友

关心关怀我的朋友

妈咪说得对

每件事情的发生都对我有好有坏

虽然伤口有点痛

但是我学会了成长

找到了知心的朋友

所以这些的一切都是值得的

我爱我的朋友

我不会忘记他们给我的一切

对于那些对我好的宝贝

我爱他们

对于那些讽刺过我的

背叛过我的

在背后诬赖我的

甚至是我曾经对不起的人

也要谢谢他们

让我大步大步地成长

也改变了我自己

让我更有勇气面对以后会更糟糕的世界

爹地常说我很成熟

比别人都经历了更多

比别人都更会忍痛了

比别人都还明白事理

不是称赞自己

但我的确不需要爹地妈咪的担心

我有很会为自己为别人设想的思想

会爱护自己的坚持

所以我为我自己感到骄傲

我依然会坚强地度过一切的酸甜苦辣

因为我相信只要坚持

每一个明天都是奇迹

=）

如果说我最舍不得的朋友会是谁

我会说是

jane嘉名

violet丁丁

OK琪琪

reno嘉琪

shi nie

我超不舍得她们

她们给了我无数的快乐

给了我无数的支持和勇气

度过了多少个酸甜苦辣

我会好好珍惜她们

我也相信我们的友谊一定不只是到这里而已

一起为以后的每一天加油=）

我有我的想法

没人能随意改变的

想法

meaningful sunday

a friend told me

must always satisfied on myself

ya,i will did that

i got confident on myself

be myself,be evon=)

thanks ray,you're a good listener 

is happy to chat with you

thanks for the accompany

today as usual i stay at home be good girl

friends asking me to join movie and window shopping

but i refuse,they're shocked

ahahaha

ya,cause i use to be crazy in shopping

but for now i think i will not going shopping always

so forgive me=)

daddy is outing with friends today
i not sure they going fishing or what
me and mummy stay at home enjoying ice-cream and music
i enjoy my simple life very much
but tonight dinner i don't know what to eat
i don't want to eat outside food T.T
but sunday is mummy's holidays
what to do,i just can order from outside

really feel sorry

cause i'm too dissatisfied before this

always think that i not enough this not enough that

but don't i realize i got a lot of things that maybe others don't have

i got my family that always support me anytime

i got my BFF that always laugh and be with me

i got my brothers that always hear what i voice out

i got a wonderful life 

i have everything

thanks to them that always be with me

love you all=)

okay i feel happy today

unexplainable happy

although is a boring sunday

but i feel i learn a lot today

it's a meaningful sunday

satisfied what you got

and be more happy

everyday=) 

nice saturday

finally i got time to clean up my messy room

actually my room is not that messy

only that stupid cupboard got a lot of clothes i have to tidy up

that cupboard is too small to put in my clothes anymore

well,recently i bought a lot of clothes xD

and friends present me many too

so i need a bigger cupboard

but cause i'm going to move next year

so i just wait till i move to new house only bought new cupboard

wohoo i'm freaking happy

okay

saw it?

i clean up my cupboard well

and i got 2 boxes of old clothes that i can't wear anymore

so i decided to donate them to all poor family

cause some of clothes are still new and nice

mummy agree to do that too=)

and today i only know

i got a lot clothes and dresses i never wear before

i was like

'omg!this dress is nice,why i don't know i have such nice dress!'

 LOL

fool of me

but at least now i have a lot of dress to wear

mum is super happy on my work

i clean it up for only 20 minutes

and it was tidy and clean

ahahahah

see i'm supergirl

xD

after that i decided to tidy up the photo on my wall too

at first the photo are simply stick on the wall

it's call 'freestyle' for me xD

but today i decided to remove that

i make them in a heart shape

weee=)

okay la,maybe it's not very nice heart shape la

but at least i try my best already xD

and mummy also praise me bout that

she say is better than 'freestyle'

haha

after that hugo bring me some cupcakes 

wow it's freaking nice MAN!

strawberry flavor for daddy

kiwi flavor for mummy

and blueberry for me!

it's was so nice nice nice

and 3cupcakes only worth RM19

is super worth 

LOL

and...

he even present me a dress

i love it

new dress MAN

xD

i quickly try it and take photo

he say i'm nice in that dress

i know that

haha

today i'm quite happy la

although i can't hang out with him

but at least i done a lot of things la

i told myself

after i cry

i will find a way

out of the mess

i won't cry for the same problem 2nd time

sorry for mess up yesterday

but i know i need to calm down

we're friend

out of control

what happened?
i'm crying in school today
totally out of control
honestly i don't know what happened to me

very down today
the whole day just like out of soul
keep sleep and keep quiet only
sure my friends feel uncomfortable
totally change to another people
sorry for the fake smile that i giving to you all
i really don't know what happened
please forgive me

  i had to thanks my dear jane

she keep chat with me

and borrow me her shoulder

it's warm and i feel better

and also keng wai

thanks for keep fan for me when i'm quite sick while sleeping

you had fan me for about half hour

should be very tired

anyway thanks a lot

i think i will be okay soon

teach me what to do now

i'm lost

totally lost

i don't want myself to be such stupid emo

but i can't control myself

maybe someone will know me more

i hope after i wake up from bed 

and everything will be okay

everything will be back to usual

but not this way

my tears keep rolling in my eyes

i'm suffering bout that

who can ever teach me how or what to do

i really don't want to be such suffer

forgive my annoying

i know for some of the people will think i'm crazy

but for some they will know why i will like that

so i don't care bout what others think or say

i just don't want to hide any feeling anymore

i had done wrong before this

i hide a lot of my feeling

and i lost a lot of things

so i don't want to hide anymore

but it's too late

too late to take back something

i'm fool

damn fool

sorry bout that

i will be normal back

soon

try to stop my tears

and keep tough

for the rest of the road

walking by myself

emo

i'm totally down now

very dissapointed on two of them

maybe is my fault

so sorry to say i'm tired already

i hope to stop the 'game'

who am i going to voice out?

who can accompany me to take breath out of this evil place?

who can lend me the shoulder?

who can keep quite and stay beside me although i'm crying?

i hate myself to be such emo

but this time i really quite tired bout all those case

i think i have to let my mind relax for a while

sorry that i break my promise that i wanna be more sunny but not emo

i can't control myself

i really don't like to be emo

but i really freaking suffer

i don't know who to find now

i'm quite lost

the trusted friends i SOS for help

but no one reply my message

what can i do?

hear song and bla bla bla in blog again

i hope to go beach so so so much

i hope to go 'nga nga san' again

i hope to out whole night

i hope to genting so much

but i can't

for now

i know myself have to strong up

stop being so emo

please evon please

stop being like that

sunday in home

thanks for intro me this candy
very nice and all my friends love it very much too

today is a boring sunday
i'm not feeling well early in the morning
so i decided not going out with my dad n mum
sorry daddy and mummy

sleep until 9am then wake up
make my own breakfast
and done all the housework
include iron-ing all my school uniform
after that start on FB until now


keep listen to the music
and trying my best to drink more water to recover


but suddenly i saw a message from my phone
is hugo!!!he back from japan already
wohoo
i'm hyper happy to receive his message
damn miss him MAN!
he say he will meet me up tomorrow after my school
yeah=)

but something make me quite headache
is because tomorrow my school is going to dismiss at 12:40
but my bus is going to fetch me at 1:40
omg@@
one hour,what can i going to do bout 1 hour
kill me please 
and the weather make me freaking tired and sweat
who is going to help me
and i have to back home on time to attend my tuition class
die on me x.x

i wish to have my license now

but daddy don't let me to take undang2 this year

i undertstand what he want

but i really feel suffer when i have to wait bus for 1 hour

what to do

i only can wait until next year to get my license

haiz=(

and i don't think i will out tonight

will be going to do my revision again

hmmmm

mum is happy to hear that

when i told her yesterday i had a lot about matrices

she hug me and kiss me

LOL

too touched

don't worry my dear dad and mum

i will show you my success

=)

weee*

i miss a lot of my friends 

it's been a long time i never meet up with all my old friends

hmmm

but i promise not to out before SPM

so what i can do is wait after my SPM and get my freedom life

wohoo

for now

i just wanna invite some of my friends

go jogging early in the morning at FRIM

i miss the environment there

AGAIN!i miss the water fall there,all the green trees there,the road in there

AND THE FEEL THAT TOES KENA BITE BY RED ANTS

ahahah

very fresh and relax

i promise will go again and again

so who is willing to accompany me jogging there?

=)

is time to study again

update my blog when i'm free

miss me ya

i miss

i miss

i miss

there

half hour in FRIM

alright today i'm having a fun day
and i enjoy today very much too

me and cs going kepong mc-donald do revision
we read moral and learn some math (matrices)
he is the teacher for math 
keep teach me bout matrices
not bad huh=)
and i'm the moral teacher 
giving him test to memorize all 36 moral values

we stay there for about 4 hours
doing revision and chit chat when rest time
after that he prefer bring me go FRIM
i never go FRIM before
for sure i'm EXCITED!!!
i told myself i can't go beach now but at least i can go for water fall

when we reach there
omg!i love the environment there
is fresh and relax
and he bring me to air terjun
but cause too far to reach the top
so we prefer stay down there and play water
it's fun and the water there is cold and clean
i LOVE it man=)

we plan to go FRIM again next time
go jogging early in the morning
i had too long never do any exercise already
so i prefer to start again this month=)

after that we decided to go home

his daddy calling for dinner

so he fetch me home at 7pm

it's really a enjoyable day

and i'm happy too

he's a kind people 

teach me a lot and explain a lot of things for me

best friend=)

he ask me 1 question when we on the way home

"don't you scare i will bring you for sell?"

ahahaha

but honestly i didn't think this question before this

although this time is the first time we out together 

but at least i trust him

he's bad guy from outside 

but good guy for inside

maybe....

haha

anyway thanks a lot

i have a relax and happy day

i will improve my math

i hope i will get B for my trial exam

i know i can do it=)

blog again

i'm going to reopen another blog
that mean this is my new blog for 2010 august

don't ask me why i change my blog 'again'
for me i think is better to write something happy in my blog
to make my memory full of happiness but not sadness
is okay to write some unhappy stuff in blog
but for me don't always

so i decided to open another blog
one of the reason is i'm lazy to delete all my article
LOL


by the way
today i'm quite boring in home
but at least i had enjoy a relax day
i'm just on9 and doing revision in home whole day
and i enjoy today weather too
is a raining evening
i LOVE it man!

tomorrow plan
i'm going to do revision with cs at mcdonald tomorrow afternoon
we had decide to study hard for our SPM
he aim A for math and i'm going to aim A for few subjetcs
hope our hardworking can change good result
i know is tough and stress for this few months
but i will try my best to do everything to prepare for it
cause i won't let my parents dissapointed  again
never again' i swear!
so please support me,i will do my best for everything

between

i'm freaking angry bout my hair

ahh!!!

i just done my rebonding for my infront hair just for two months

and now it becomes curly back

damn ugly and aunty

i really very angry bout that saloon 

i won't ever step in that saloon anymore for the rest of my life

i swear

but for now 

i just can tahan and tahan only

cause i don't want my hair to become more damage again

so just let it be

hope that 'natural is nice' la

==

suffer-ing

hope that tomorrow is a happy day

and hope that everything will be better tomorrow
i wish a lot for all
and i hope it will really come true  

i'm that evon

that stupid and ugly evon

xD