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蜘蛛网一大堆

荒废了好久

总觉得想用华语更新我的部落格

上了学院华文的确荒废了好多好多 

最近的学院生活还真的让我有点喘不过气

真的很不喜欢新的讲师 

或许真的接受不到她的方式

这张照片是在上道德教育课

亨利拍的 

对对对

我知道我们很不应该 

但是要是没有这些我们的确会睡着

坐在讲堂里到结束

总比睡着或者翘课好吧

我是这么认为的

她要我们做mind map

虽然大家都很不愿意 

其实我也是 

但是我用了半天的时间就完成了 

的确有点难度

因为三个不同的chapter只能用一面完成

还得要有图形他才接受

我的妈呀

真的够力有难度的说

我的宝贝

最近的生活都有他的陪伴

真的很幸福

有时或许觉得自己很粘人

告诉自己不要那么的粘 

但是面对他的时候却没有办法不粘

呵呵

很喜欢他的脸颊的味道

很特别的味道

恨不得把鼻子都一直粘在他的脸颊

很喜欢他头发的味道

不管是干净或是流汗

都很爱去抚摸他的头发顺便亲一亲

很喜欢他的双手

总是牵住我我的手

很温暖很有安全感

这个男人

我真的很爱他

谢谢你

一直都在我的身边

<3

因为你

每当遇到压力想哭的时候

我都会转为很开心的微笑

发自内心的笑容 

:)

某年某月的某一天

忘了是几时

其实没那么夸张

就是这个月内的事情

我和亨利一起下厨

五人的晚餐

还真的有点不容易

卖相不错吧

其实味道真的也是挺不错的

亨利教了我新的食谱

蒸鸡

呵呵呵

最近都很累课业也比较多了

所以抱歉抱歉没什么下厨

如果真的的空就会下厨了

敬请期待

我或许不是最美的那个

但是我绝对会是最爱你的那个

宝贝

我爱你

因为你

即将步入5个月的我们

很幸福

<3

不需要别人的认可

我就是觉得自己很幸福

感谢上天让我遇见了他

因为有了他

我很幸福

****

谢谢你的体谅

我会学着不烦人

我会学着更成熟

我爱你

再多的我爱你

我也不介意一直说

你给我的

我都会好好珍惜

爹地妈咪都说

你很可爱

我是有吃醋的说

:)

she is back

tired tuesday

i got no idea 

why i feel so so so tired recently although i get enough sleep every night

did the same thing

prepared and went to college for my accounting class

damn

i got no idea what lecturer said

wondering is my own problem or others also faced the same problem

how am i going to face sem 2 final exam

:(

****

a surprise

charlene came just now

so two of us went the curve for lunch

the apartment

good environment and nice food

most important not very expensive

teehee

chit chat with her

and when both of us sit together sure got 18 SX topic

LOL

happy to chat with her

since we long time no see

after window shopping then we went back segi

it was her last day at segi

hmmmmm

she is going to study at inti nilai next year

kinda sad

but all the best to her

we will miss you 

i am sorry

yeah i really do mean so

shopping

currently my hair wasn't hear my order

keep out of control

feel like dry grass

><

alright influence by henry

he did called me on saturday and told me F.O.S on sale

i was like okay i wanna go

LOL

and guess what

today morning me, baby, henry and cabage went ikano

we influenced cabage to go with us cause we wanna change his style

LMAO

finally we did feel satisfied with his change 

hahahahah

hope he will like it

we went Popeyes for lunch

this was the first time i choose Popeyes

their food not bad

i love the mayonnaise in the chicken sandwich

<3

   

just once again another picha

me and my beloved baby

:)

as i say F.O.S on sale

but end up we didn't buy anything from there

the sale in the curve was like

....

pasar malam

so we decided to leave

and went brands outlet

teehee

one of my favorite shop

not too expensive but you can find nice shirts there

:)

me and baby inside fitting room

baby bought that cute t-shirt

at first i wanna buy mine too

but end up baby said my quality of the shirt was too thin

so i decided not to buy

but i did really love that shirt

looked like couple shirts right?
:(

at last all of us bought few shirts

and of course i bought a casual dress

only cost me 19 bucks

hello

damn cheap lah

luckily got my size

hehehehehe

another enjoyable day

<3

it's time to continue my homework 

home always heaven

he's mine !!

hmph !!

****

saturday morning again

as usual i am at home now

:)

a little holidays for me

honestly home are always like heaven

mummy will prepare all the thing for me

daddy will keep chat with me bout my recent

i am so so so happy

unfortunately baby is not beside me

but not to worry

i will meet him on sunday once again

hehehehehe

due to miss rose mary will having holidays next week

so our quantitative method's class will be cancel

hmmmmmm

not a good news for me

cause among all subjects i most love qm class

:(

every time realize monday will have econ and acc classes

i was like kill me please

hate it so damn muchhhhhhhh

hiahs

****

yesterday charlene back to hostel

the main reason was going to pack thing

:(

she is not going to study with us anymore

how sad

aiks

and i am sorry cause unable to accompany you

cause i forgot i already promise bevis's bro

we were going out on friday

hope to see you next time

went 1U again yesterday

went too much until i can remember where is the all the shop

LOL

as usual held baby's hand and went for window shopping

and we watched nasi lemak 2.0

woohoo

damn nice!!

i was wondering why people said it was boring and without any meaning

i am sorry to say

you might not know enough the meaning

every words in this movie meant a lot

as a malaysian we knew that

he split out our voice

thanks to namewee

support this movie

A MUST WATCH MOVIE

enjoyed the time laughing with baby in the cinema

<3

disapponited

i love when he did some magic for me

especially for me

he do make my day

:)

****

everyone said have to be more confident on yourself

ya i totally agree

and it's true

but i don't think i can always do that

sometimes i did tell myself

evon tee

have to be more confident

although you are not pretty enough

although you are not cute enough

although you are not good enough

i really did somtimes

but when every time i get chance to look at the mirror

i would always felt that i am so that bad

confident gone

happiness gone

wondering how am i suppose to keep on that confident

human did lost when they did not have any self confident

and i can totally feel that

so please

don't take away my confident

i may not be the best

but at lest i was trying very hard to be good

****

i did feel stressful

today get to know my sem 1 quantitative method's final exam result

yeah i would fail this subject easily

i did cry every night when revision before my final exam

but some how i really did put a lot of effort on it

so i get pass

53 out of 100

i suppose have to feel quite happy for that

but i am not

guess what

humans are always greedy

i don't want to get 53 only

i wanna more

i really do hope i can do well this sem

i want at least more than 75

not only 53

tomorrow is time to get my whole final exam result

no fear but kind of worry

i hope everything will be alright

just let me pass this time

i promise i will do my best this sem

i put my word on it

god bless me

****

i got no idea why i was so mercurial recently

but some how i wanna thanks to my parents

they did support me every second

and also thanks to my baby boy

he did give me so so so much of effort

without him i got no idea how am i going to stay alive in college life

finally thanks to all of my beloved friends

because of them

i learned a lot

because of them

my college life full of happiness

forgive me when sometimes i was being emo

but i promise i would not emo anymore

people that always emo are useless

problem would not solve if you only cry under your pillow

action would be more helpful

don't be foolish anymore

****

few of  my high school friends ask bout my scar

don't worry

they almost gone

need times 

thanks for the concern

i already forget what happened

future will be more better when you forget some of the memory

let down and forgive

everything will be fine

:)

lavender

it's sunday

and i am still a good girl

no outing today

:)

cloudy day

and what i did today was kind of enjoy

online
watching tv drama

eating ferrero rocher from baby boy

chating with dad n mum

thanks again to my baby boy

he bought me two big boxes of ferrero rocher from langkawi

i love it very much

i didn't capture it because my phone's camera was suck

so i decided to google search

hahahahaha

except that

he did one romantic for me

maybe for others it might be very normal or simple thing

but for me was totally different

he is some kind of people that not really know how to express his feeling

but i know him well

this is why i love him so much

and yeah

this was what he did for me when he was at langkawi beach

i was wondering would he did that to me

when he came back from langkawi

i found out this photo inside his phone

i was freaking happy

my baby boy really did make my day

we might sometimes argue

but what i know the most is

i do love him so much

and i know he did the same thing too

<3

****

i hope i can go vacation to hokkaido someday

and i wish he is the one who accompany me

i love snow and i love lavender 

friends that know me well

will get to know

i don't like roses

but i did love lavender the most

i wish i will have lavender bouquet on my wedding day

<3

roses meant love for others

but lavender do meant love for me

this is the different 

:)

change channel

it's been a long time i never use mandarin to update my bloggie

so

change channel

:)

第二学期的第一星期就这样结束了

还蛮辛苦的说

真的有种很不习惯的感觉

也不知道怎么解释那种感觉

最近也不知道怎么了

身体很不听话

一直生病

胃痛发烧伤风都找上我

不喜欢病在床上的感觉

我想出去吹吹冷风

****

其实最近很多事情很想做

我很想出去兜兜风

不是逛街

只是想和宝贝一起去公园走走之类的

我很想血拼

不是要买奢侈品

而是真的有需要用到的东西

突然很想买那个音乐盒

超喜欢那首音乐

when you wish upon a star

有时候的确音乐能帮我解决很多问题

我很想和宝贝去旅行

就算是本地的旅行也行

就真的纯粹想去走走散散心

很想喝冰水很想吃雪糕很想吃甜品

有时真的想放纵自己

但是我知道一旦放纵了

就会有后果

****

老实说

最近的压力真的挺大的

有时候真的不明白讲师在说什么

我真的真的不想把自己的学业弄得一团糟

这一路幸好爹地妈咪都很体谅我很支持我

还有宝贝的爱护

因为他们三个人

我才能一直都能那么坚强那么的乐观

谢谢他们 

skip

not really in mood to write detail about last few days

so i just post some photo to skip

it's my bro's wedding

<3

happy ever after

 love those flowers very much

 me and my baby boy

looks cool

teehee

 the fatty von

but i love my baby fat

the romantic wedding dinner

i wish i can hold baby boy hand and get marry some day

<3

i really do mean it

****

sem 2 started

woohoo

i can called myself senior

perasan betul

alright nothing special

accounting and economic lecturer changed

kind of disappointed 

i miss ms elaine and ms ooi very much

at least we just like friends

3 new lecturer

kinda strange but i think will be okay soon

i hope i can get better result this sem

so i will try my very best to achieve my goal

i promise

:)

****

really do love him so damn much

wish to be with him forever

i really do mean forever

marry me?

<3

LOL

three days

photo will upload soon

still inside baby boy's phone

:)

talk about this two days

what a happy and enjoyable days for me

31st august

baby boy finally back to KL

he decided to ask me to join his whole family

kinda nervous due to this was the first time i met his whole family

so early in the morning

his brother's gf came and fetch me to meet them

all the way to rawang

really nervous for me

hahahahahaha

met his whole family

his father, 5 sisters and 1 brother

and all his nephews 

:)

they were soooo friendly 

and all his nephews were so so so cute

love his family very much

maybe i was the only child in home

so i quite jealous how his whole family

went for lunch, karaoke, dinner and movie

enjoyed the moment very much

especially when he held my hand tight

and enjoyed playing with all his nephews

****

1st of september

went klang with his two sisters and father

went to find his brother for lunch and also make new spec

half way the car broke down

and all of us went to car repair center and waited

weather was hot but i truely loved to sit one chair with my baby boy

teehee

reached home at 1am

daddy and mummy didn't scold me

cause they know i went out with my baby boy

but they did wait me home

love them so muchhie

<3

****

2nd of september

:)

today is our fourth month anniversary

what i wanna tell him is

i do love him so much

and thanks him for giving me so much of caring and love

that i never truely get from others

and thanks for his forgiveness

sometimes i might be childish or princess

but he still care me so much

thanks baby 

and i love you

i hope i can give you whatever i can

i hope you can happy always

ILY

<3