eighteen

finally

it's my big day

the day that i step into eighteen world

baby boy come over my house just to celebrate my birthday

thanks baby boy 

<3

really do thanks to everyone that wish me on that day

feel touched and happy

firstly thanks to celine , nicole , charis , miriam , henry and li quan

thanks for the present 

i will use it until my skin turn leng leng 

heheheheh

and the small card

love it very much

thanks to guo lng , wei lon and yi yang

thanks for the surprise

you three really did give me a big surprise

and sorry make you all wait me from 8 somehting until 11 something

sorry

><

thanks for the angry bird

hehehehehe

and thanks to my beloved daddy n mummy

woohoo

thanks for the laptop

finally i got my own lapiiee

teehee

my red lapiiee

<3

and lastly

thanks to my baby boy

muacks muacks

he bought me the purse that i wanted so much

and also the gold anklet

thanks baby boy

love you much much

<3

and i'm happy that i receive jane ji mui and chun quan's call

thanks a lot weyyy

charlene's message make me feel happy too

and of course all that sms me

thanks a lot

:)

this year birthday celebrate with daddy , mummy , kai ma and also baby boy

quite different actually

but i love it so muchiee

heheheheh

wen went to morib , gold coast and tanjung sepat 

love the environment there

since i very love beach

so i decided to have a next year holiday with bay boy

still planing

hehehehehe

 is a must when you at the beach

I LOVE BEVIS GAN VERY MUCH

hehehehehe

the cabbage shoes and his blue slipper

<3

my baby boy

<3

after walking along the beach

and taking picture

chick chack chick chack

then we heading to tanjung sepat

lover bridge seafood restaurant

daddy's friend restaurant

long time no see dou uncle but still looks young

heheheheh

have my big birthday dinner there

woohoo

uncle cook himself for us

damn nice

fresh sotong , crab , curry , and the eggs

damnnnnnnnnnnnn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee weyyy

although i still got wound

but who cares larh

just eat only

muahahahaha

but touch wood

i'm still okay until now

teehee

*forget to take picture cause too hungry that time

:)

after the big dinner

we went to the lover bridge for a walk

quite scary since it was going to turn dark

but very fun

walking with baby boy and we sit on the bridge and having chat

<3

nice nice nice

love there too

<3

having a great night

the most special birthday ever

because of them

i feel happy

and no worries

my wound getting better and better

dry and going to drop soon

part of my hand

better le

teehee

hope there's no scar

:)

that's all

<3

glad

i'm here once again

oh yeah

the stupid geli skin still here with me

but i hope can gone soon larh

please

i beg you

leave me leave me please 

;)

the supergirl getting cute and cute

hahahahahah

she told us she did eat a lot

see that she's alright right now

feel like quite release

hmmmm

please recover soon

****

recently baby boy quite busy with his assignment, test and coursework

and he get sick this few days

quite worry bout him cause i can't stay at his side to take care him

so decided to bought him coconut and his favorite dragon-fruit for him

and cook some porridge for him

i know sometimes i seem like kakak

but actually i don't mind

i just hope you can have more relaxable life

so i wanna tell you

i don't mind to be your kakak forever

i say what i really do

<3

and woohoo

birthday coming soooooooooooon

damn excited but not too excited too

i don't know how am i going to explain my feeling

i just don't i have any scar on my birthday

but i don't think it will happen

i just don't want have any scar in this year birthday's photo

but anyway this year birthday once again got daddy n mummy

and this year i got him,my baby boy

the best birthday ever

:)

well

this year get two early birthday presents

from baby boy n also daddy mummy

the dream purse, the gold colour anklet and the laptop

thanks 

<3

i love you all

i hope everyone around me

will be happy 

:)

one week pass

and i done nothing in this week

should be doing revision

but end up

sometimes we can't predict what will happen

wound getting dry and better

finally can sleep well

but still not too well

baby boy and giam went college dy

and our supergirl finally change back to normal wad

and she learning walk

glad to hear that

receive supergirl's call today morning

great to hear her voice

and glad that tomorrow jerry will bring us to visit her

hope that i won't be ham bao once again

girl

please recover as soon as you can

so that we can wear formal to college together

;)

****

back to college today

feel kinda nervous

but i don't know why

exam coming soon

and i know i don't have much time left

i have to try my best to study hard

thanks to them who help me in study

i hope i won't make you all dissapointed

i will do my best

****

birthday is around the corner

i thought i can wear the dress that i bought from cotton on 

but i don't think i can wear now

what to do

my back and my hand

scar?

i'm not afraid

but god

please don't take away my hair

you can leave the scar but not taken away the hair

i hope it will recover soon

i just don't feel like crying because of this stupid reason

but i'm happy

at least this year birthday

i got my daddy,mummy and even my baby boy

thanks to them

i think i will have a unforgettable birthday

my 18th birthday

i love you guys

<3

don't worry

i'm tough enough

;)

times

the sixth day after accident

feel like i'm still dreaming

but i knew it very much

it's not a dream

wound getting better

my left hand can move more than before

the wound beside my eye getting smaller

and the wound at the back better

i think

the best good news

our charlene going to change back normal wad tomorrow

miss her so much

miss the time spending with her

hope she recover soon

god bless her

i'm glad that my baby boy and giam are getting better

the most lucky thing in the entire world

they all are safe and fine

****

honestly

i was damn afraid at the time

when the car turned up side down

i was still blur inside

when i felt the pain

i thought this is the end of my life

and i'm afraid that i can't meet my parents and baby anymore

the most horror feeling i ever felt

scary than the pain of my wound 

when the time i opened my eyes

i saw my baby boy in front of me

i was like

thanks god

thanks that my boy was alright

and thanks god that i'm still alive

i can't imagine i lost any one of them

and i'm glad that i still have them

feel like telling daddy, mummy and baby

that i love them so damn much

i really do love them very much

and please don't ever leave me without my permission

every night when i'm going to cry because of the pain

think bout charlene, think bout my boy

i was going to get through all these thing

just a little pain

so what

life still go on

i will fight for it

thanks for the caring

thanks for the wishes

evon will be back very soon

<3

dissapointed

as usual

damn busy

assignment,presentation and exam make me can't breath

sleep late wake up early

call me zombie von

yeah

dating with my baby boy on tuesday

guess what

it's our first date

believe?

it's true

before this we always hang out with the whole gang

but this time i decided to date my boy

one on one

:)

nando for dinner

window shopping

and also transfomer for movie

not a perfect date

but it's enough for me

enjoy the time being with my baby boy

love him so much

i love his smile and everything

<3

what i remember 

i sleep at 2:45am and wake up at 7am cause of my presentation slide

guess what

i thought i will feel satisfied for my presentation

cause it's a 10 person group presentation

i thought everything is worth

but end up what we done is not working

i know no right to blame anyone

but please don't try to joke next time

****

currently quite close with some new friends

enjoy the time with them

at least i won't feel stress

thanks to them

make me feel more happy

honestly i'm damn crazy in-front of them

yeah 

i'm crazy woman

:)

thanks to henry,charlene,li quan,celine,miriam,nicole and charis

 

****

i thought i will have a wonderful weekend

due to daddy will be busy on my birthday

so we plan to go gold coast to celebrate my early birthday tomorrow morning

but last minute daddy tell me he got important thing to do

so plan cancel

honestly quite dissapointed for me

but what to do

 

what a good surprise

willpower

oh yeah

it's been a long long time i never update my blog

sorry for abandon you for long time my bloggie

nothing much change

everything still remain the same

small change make me more comfartable

currently used to my hostel life

done every little thing in hostel by my own

without mum's help

ya it's really terrible

can't cook well

can't do housework well

but still on the way learning everything

thanks to charlene

she did teach me a lot

admire her so much

she just like a supergirl

every little thing she can do very well by her own

i wish i could be more independent like her

home sweet home

back home every friday like usual

home always is the best place for eveyone

and i miss dad n mum so much

i love them

<3

****

exam coming soon

seriously i really out of mood

no mood to study

no mood to do revision

and i don't know why

what i know is i can't let my dad n mum dissapointed

what should i do now

suffering for all this

currently busy my study and also hostel thinggy

sorry friends if i never contact you all

i just need more time to make everything more steady

and yeah currently having fun with all my classmate

enjoy the time with them

****

thanks to my boy

he did forgive me a lot

sometimes i can't make everything more perfect

sometimes my cooking skill not too good

sometimes my housework not really good

sometimes i still like a small kid

i promise i will do my best to be more good

because i love you

<3

he's the one who beside me when i needed him so much

thanks baby

i'm glad that my family like him so much

and i miss that day we went temper park

one day trip again?

:)

****

challenges come over and over toward me

i was quite afraid bout that

but no matter how

i know i will have enough willpower to get through all the challenges

:)

don't worry

be happy