willpower

oh yeah

it's been a long long time i never update my blog

sorry for abandon you for long time my bloggie

nothing much change

everything still remain the same

small change make me more comfartable

currently used to my hostel life

done every little thing in hostel by my own

without mum's help

ya it's really terrible

can't cook well

can't do housework well

but still on the way learning everything

thanks to charlene

she did teach me a lot

admire her so much

she just like a supergirl

every little thing she can do very well by her own

i wish i could be more independent like her

home sweet home

back home every friday like usual

home always is the best place for eveyone

and i miss dad n mum so much

i love them

<3

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exam coming soon

seriously i really out of mood

no mood to study

no mood to do revision

and i don't know why

what i know is i can't let my dad n mum dissapointed

what should i do now

suffering for all this

currently busy my study and also hostel thinggy

sorry friends if i never contact you all

i just need more time to make everything more steady

and yeah currently having fun with all my classmate

enjoy the time with them

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thanks to my boy

he did forgive me a lot

sometimes i can't make everything more perfect

sometimes my cooking skill not too good

sometimes my housework not really good

sometimes i still like a small kid

i promise i will do my best to be more good

because i love you

<3

he's the one who beside me when i needed him so much

thanks baby

i'm glad that my family like him so much

and i miss that day we went temper park

one day trip again?

:)

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challenges come over and over toward me

i was quite afraid bout that

but no matter how

i know i will have enough willpower to get through all the challenges

:)

don't worry

be happy