life

life full of unexpected

out of control

sometimes you have to learn how to let go

so that you can get more

but sometimes you have to learn how to keep it

so that you won't loss something

complicated

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wish to have life that full of peaceful

but impossible life without challenge

sometimes we're not the one to choose

currently quite down

lots of stuff happened out of sudden

can't take this anymore

feel like giving up everything

but i ask back myself 

am i such a loser?

this is only part of challenge in my life

then i have to give up now?

no way man

there's for sure one way to solve it

and i have to find it out

so i will try my very best to solve it

i hope everything will be more easier to settle

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it's monday again

time to wake up early and went to college

as usual wait dear come fetch me

talking,laughing and singing inside her lil chubby kelisa

or even we called it special sport car

that's the thing that some of us know that

if you try to drive her car

then you will know what i mean

teehee

reached cova square

breakfast with my boy and kenneth

four of us again

LOL

talked with my boy today

settled down everything

and i hope this time really do settled all the thing

i don't hope the same thing repeat and repeat again

all i know is i really do love him

i hope he will know that

after breakfast

start our 1st class

accounting class

hmmmmm

blur blur class

maybe my accounting not too pro

so i can't get what ms.elaine teach

but luckily got out dai lou kenneth teach me a bit

hehehehe

thanks lah king kong

break time i never went out for lunch

i stay inside class and finished up part of my coursework

and i ate cake for lunch

met my boy for about 10 minutes

talking about nonsense and my spm thinggy 

after that continue back to next class

econs class

keep laugh inside class

laugh like nobody

i memang gila today

and i don't know why

but i wish everyday would be like today

at least i enjoy the moment very much

love econs so damn much among all subjects

of course i love ms.ooi also

teehee

she's cute and sporting

attended her class without any stress

feel so happy today

at least i really did learn a lot today

even dear also said so

after classes

i bring dear back to my housing area there to have our dinner

fried rice,fried mi-hon and the saito fish cake

teehee

both of us ate a lot today

muahahahah

cause both of us didn't eat lunch today

:)

a simple day

but i love the simple very much

i hope everyday will like today

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as dear say

we can't control everything

so just let it be

live everyday like no tomorrow

time can prove everything

either stay or leave

that's all

as i always tell people around me

appreciate everyone and everyday

so that won't regret one day

regret more painful than loss