october 17---mature

19/10/10-20/10/20

genting

i'm coming

xD

i'm so excited bout this trip

cause i can lazy for twodays 

and i could relax from my stress

i know i shouldn't say this kind of thing 

while my SPM is arround the corner

but i really want myself to take a break

so that i could have more energy to fight for 

=)

for sure i will not able to attend school on tuesday and wednesday

but i still wondering 

monday i should go school?

mummy suggest i go school

daddy suggest me not to go school

what to do now?

LOL

quite happy for me this few days

at least i'm the lucky one

i always meet someone to comfort me

when i'm down or sad

lots of friends told me

that i could comfort people well

but i don't think i do it well

i just hope all my friends can be more happy

that's all

no matter how tough is that people

sometimes they need some comfort too

include me

every challenge that i meet

every problem that i solve

make me understand that

cry is just to release sadness

not to solve problem

so better after you solve your problem

only choose to cry

it's more helpful

cause cry can't solve any problem!

i'm happy to hear theng and qi say

von is big girl now

=)

i will be more strong and strong

let's fight together

recently i keep sing and sing

don't know why

i sing until mummy thought i 7sin jor

xD

i keep sing

when i bath

when i study

when i watching tv show

when i online

when i resting

when i in the bus

when i in daddy's car

when i at outside

when i hear music

when i dreaming

and i still use bottle or phone 

acting like mic

xD

ahahahah i really crazy

but at least i enjoy singing very much

i'm totally happy 

until my daddy and mummy ask me issit i couple jor

i just told them

NO

is just your daughter become mature nowadays

see through lots of thing

not to be so emo like last time

=)

spm is arround the corner

so i won't able to talk bout love or couple

i have to concentrate on my spm first

so stop asking me

all bout couple and love things first

thanks :)

someone ask me bout that guy

asking me is that he still have second chance

i'm sorry to say

me and him never start before

so how come there's second chance

he really do lie a lot

not only to me

he lie to many girls

do you think you can hide it forever?

do you think you can lie someone forever?

if your answe is yes

then congratulation you're the most dump people is this world

and i'm sorry to be rude here

i just wanna say WTF

who you think you are?

i hate boy that lie

more than boy that smoke

at least smoke can stop

but lie can't stop

if  you ask me

the whole world left him one guy

would i choose him?

my answe is

i rather be lesbian also won't accept him

no second chance

everyone deserve second chance

but he does not deserve it

i'm sure you know what you did the most

maybe i'm not the one who get hurt by you

but i'm really damn angry

how could you lie to a little girl

how could you?

she did love you a lot

everyone know that

she's pity

i hope to comfort her

bad guy stay away from her

she deserve a good guy

not a suck guy like you!

skip it

i don't know cause stress or what

my face become more and more worst

pimples and balck heads

oh no

i even don't dare to look at the mirror

who can help me

i hope they will leave soon

=(

i miss this face!

everything that i been through

make me more mature

everyone that stay beside me

make me more appreciate

i know i'm the one

the only one

evon tee

=)

tomorrow mummy's birthday

ILY mummy

♥