october 20---i'm back

i'm back

one word to describe me now

TIRED

i almost died
x(

i can't feel my legs and hands

and i had stomachache since yesterday

quite suffer bout that

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18-20/10/10

=)

having a good time with xiao cong gor and his wife

again happy wedding =)

and welcome to MALAYSIA

daddy and mummy bring them visit whole kuala lumpur the first day

and the second day we go genting 

having great time with them

playing at outdoor theme park and sing k at the night

stay for one night then get back home

today daddy bring them go melaka and tomorrow will heading to port dickson

i'm not going cause i need to go school

i had been absent for school bout three days

is time to go back 

if not i will feel no mood to study anymore

i miss my friends and i miss my school!

i'm quite happy 

cause daddy promise to bring me and mummy go taiwan next year

so that mean i can go visit xiao xong gor's house

i heard daddy say his house bout four stories!

expecting to go taiwan very much

but for now i have to study hard first

spm is arround the corner

but i still haven't prepare well

so i have concentrate now

pray for me

i must at least get better result!

yesterday night while i alone in hotel room

i feel scare 

sure you know what is the reason i scare for

LOL

luckily that devil accompany sms a while

then i only get to sleep 

if not i don't know how am i going to sleep the whole night

by the way 

thanks bad DEVIL

=)

and today i sign in fb

receive Fei 김혜린 message

and also blog comment

thanks for following my blog

and i love your post very much too

and just forget bout people that lie to us

that's not worth to remember all that

you can find a better one

you're kind and pretty girl

=)

can you know which is fake smile or true smile

if you do know me well

you will know it 

so no need to ask me bout am i happy now

sometimes maybe i will think too much

even mummy use to be say me think too much

but even like that i not only think bout negative 

i always think positive so that mayself will more happy

but honestly sometimes when i feel wanna cry

i will control myself not to cry

not to hide feeling

just wanna be strong

i don't hope people say bout me

'evon always know cry when face problem,useless!'

i'm not that useless girl

when you try to control yourself everytime

you will not going to cry next time

=)

everyone got their onw feeling

but remember 

not to treat people bad when you in bad mood

headache now

not really know what to write now

will be continue next day

wish me good luck in study and exam

i will do my best for the last year

peace

=)

20.10.2010

the day that i decided to stop crying

i'm not pretty girl

i'm just evon